know that he knew exactly how I felt. His large hands gripped my full bottom as he helped me rock up and down on top of him. I used his shoulders as leverage so that I could move at the pace that made his breathing become ragged.
Jackson moved his hands from my ass to the top of my dress, pulling apart the wrap top to expose my lace-covered breasts. As I continued to ride him, he yanked at the lace of my bra cups, tearing them as he set my full breasts free for his hungry mouth. He pushed them together so that he could swirl his long tongue around both of my nipples. When he bit down gently on one of my hardened peaks, I cried out in pleasure. All of my senses were working together to create a fire inside of me that I wasn’t sure I could handle.
From the hard breaths and loud grunts coming from Jackson, I knew that his control was waning. His hands moved from my breasts back to my ass where he gripped both sides hard, holding me still so that he could thrust up into me hard and fast. I pressed my mouth to his, needing the contact as he claimed me once again.
"I can't hold back much longer, Allie. I want to make you mine. Please let me make you mine."
"Jackson, I am yours. Please don't stop. Please give it to me. I need you!"
Hearing those words must have been too much for him because he pushed in and out of me two more times before becoming completely still as he spilled himself deep inside of me. This time there was plenty of light shining into the back of the car, and our eyes were locked, making the moment much more intimate than the previous night's scene in a public bathroom.
I had no words, so I leaned in and kissed him gently. Then I stayed on his lap, not wanting him to pull out of me just yet. I was worried if we broke our contact now, we would never be able to recreate the perfection of that moment.
Unfortunately, the car came to a stop, and I knew it was time to move. I lifted myself from Jackson's lap, immediately feeling empty as we broke contact. I felt cold without his warmth. I didn't feel the safety of his arms around me, and I was just me again. Alone in a world where I would never be able to hide from everything that happened to me in my past.
"Well, I guess I should go inside. I'm sorry if I got carried away, Jackson. I guess I will see you at the office tomorrow." He was finishing readjusting his clothes, but he stopped when I spoke.
"You got carried away? Allison, that was way more than getting carried away, and you know it. Don't you dare try to downplay what just happened between us. You can't deny that you feel something for me. You will see me at the office, and I promise to act professionally at all times. But outside of work, I plan to see you. I plan to know you. I plan to win you over."
"I do feel something for you, but this whole situation terrifies me. Please just give me some space. I don't know if I'm ready for this. I don't know if I will ever be ready. The best advice I can give is for you to give me time. And I can't make you any promises."
"I will give you time, Allie, but I'm not going anywhere. I will make you see that I can make you happy. Please let me see you inside." I knew that was a bad idea because it might lead to more. I wasn't ready for any kind of sleepovers. Plus I didn't want him to see what little I had in my life. He would definitely change his mind if he saw how I lived.
"No, really, I'm fine. I take care of myself all of the time."
"I see that, but I just want to be safe. At least let me have your number." I agreed and gave him the digits as he added me in his fancy phone. I leaned in and gave him a quick kiss on the mouth before hurrying out the door and onto the street. I couldn't risk losing my nerve and staying with him.
Chapter 5
I ran up the stairs to my apartment as fast as I could, unlocking all of my locks in record time. I exhaled when everything was locked up and took off my beautiful, but painful red stilettos. It was late, and I