âthere are poor Mrs Wessingtonâs jhampanies turned up again! I wonder who has them now?â
Kitty had known Mrs Wessington slightly last season, and had always been interested in the sickly woman.
âWhat? Where?â she asked. âI canât see them anywhere.â
Even as she spoke, her horse, swerving from a laden mule, threw himself directly in front of the advancing rickshaw. I had scarcely time to utter a word of warning when, to my unutterable horror, horse and rider passed through men and carriage as if they had been thin air.
âWhatâs the matter?â cried Kitty; âwhat made you call out so foolishly, Jack? If I am engaged I donât want all creation to know about it. There was lots of space between the mule and the verandah; and, if you think I canât ride â There!â
Whereupon wilful Kitty set off, her dainty little head in the air, at a hand-gallop in the direction of the Band-stand; fully expecting, as she herself afterwards told me, that I should follow her. What was the matter? Nothing, indeed. Either that I was mad or drunk, or that Simla was haunted with devils. I reined in my impatient cob, and turned round. The rickshaw had turned too, and now stood immediately facing me, near the left railing of the Combermere Bridge.
âJack! Jack, darling!â (There was no mistake about the words this time: they rang through my brain as if they had been shouted in my ear.) âItâs some hideous mistake, Iâm sure. Please forgive me, Jack, and letâs be friends again.â
The rickshaw-hood had fallen back, and inside, as I hope and daily pray for the death I dread by night, sat Mrs Keith-Wessington, handkerchief in hand, and golden head bowed on her breast.
How long I stared motionless I do not know. Finally, I was aroused by my groom taking the Walerâs bridle and asking whether I was ill. I tumbled off my horse and dashed, half fainting, into Pelitiâs for a glass of cherry-brandy. There two or three couples were gathered round the coffee-tables discussing the gossip of the day. Their trivialities were morecomforting to me just then than the consolations of religion could have been. I plunged into the midst of the conversation at once; chatted, laughed and jested with a face (when I caught a glimpse of it in a mirror) as white and drawn as that of a corpse. Three or four men noticed my condition; and, evidently setting it down to the results of over many pegs, charitably endeavoured to draw me apart from the rest of the loungers. But I refused to be led away. I wanted the company of my land â as a child rushes into the midst of the dinner-party after a fright in the dark. I must have talked for about ten minutes or so, though it seemed an eternity to me, when I heard Kittyâs clear voice outside enquiring for me. In another minute she had entered the shop, prepared to roundly upbraid me for failing so signally in my duties. Something in my face stopped her.
âWhy, Jack,â she cried, âwhat have you been doing? What has happened? Are you ill?â Thus driven into a direct lie, I said that the sun had been a little too much for me. It was close upon five oâclock of a cloudy April afternoon, and the sun had been hidden all day. I saw my mistake as soon as the words were out of my mouth; attempted to recover it; blundered hopelessly and followed Kitty, in a regal rage, out of doors, amid the smiles of my acquaintances. I made some excuse (I have forgotten what) on the score of my feeling faint; and cantered away to my hotel, leaving Kitty to finish the ride by herself.
In my room I sat down and tried calmly to reason out the matter, Here was I, Theobald Jack Pansay, a well-educated Bengal Civilian in the year of grace 1885, presumably sane, certainly healthy, driven in terror from my sweetheartâs side by the apparition of a woman who had been dead and buried eight months ago. These were facts that I