twirling.
I imagine all kinds of Sound of Music twirling as I work in the coffeehouse. I imagine that I glance up at one of the customers and thereâs Nick. His arrival is like the scene in Chocolat when Johnny Depp returns to the little chocolaterie for Juliette Binoche. Who couldnât feel that all the way through the toes? What happens next as the movie credits roll . . . who knows and who cares? We know heâs taking her from her loneliness, and theyâll love each other for the rest of their lives.
âRuby!â Aunt Jenna says loudly, making me jump and realize sheâs been calling my name for a while. âOff in Rubyland again?â
âSorry.â
âOne of our regulars, Natasha, is at her table by the corner window. Sheâs waiting for a ginger currant scone and chai tea with rice milk. The tea is on the counterâjust pour some rice milk from the lower fridge into a cream server.â
Natasha isnât easy to locate. I hadnât noticed the tiny table tucked behind the indoor stone fountain in a corner by the window. Sheâs fully engrossed in a book with a stack of other books and sketches spread out on the small table, making it impossible for me to set down the tea saucer and plate.
âExcuse me,â I say in a library-soft voiceâwhy, Iâm not sure.
She looks up as if surprised to see me, as if surprised to find herself sitting at her usual spot in my auntâs café/movie house. Itâs not a ditzy sort of look, but one that makes me think sheâs still somewhere else, in whatever place that book took her.
âOh yes, I apologize. Let me make some room.â
Sheâs oldâlike maybe fiftyâand beautiful. I think sheâs the most beautiful older woman Iâve met. Her hair is cut short, very short, in a way only certain women can pull offâand sheâs one of those certain women for sure. Her earrings are black pearls, and she wears a matching black pearl necklace.
âWhat are you reading?â I ask.
âShort stories from a Croatian writer,â she says, turning the book over. She moves her books to a chair and thanks me as I set her tea and scone beside a paper with notes scribbled on it.
âCroatia? Is that in Europe?â
âFormer YugoslaviaâEastern Europe. Croatia is next on my list of places to visitâthe Dalmatian Coast, to be precise. Iâm hoping to go in the autumn, and then Iâll head for my favorite place to visit in Octoberâthe Austrian Alps. Have you ever been to Europe?â
I smile. âUh, no. I havenât. Not yet.â
âThatâs the spirit. I believe you most certainly will, and not too far in the future.â Natasha gives me a confident look, as if she can see it clearly.
I canât talk any longer; we have a large order for a team of advertisers having a board meeting.
As Iâm cleaning tables later, I imagine myself over at Natashaâs table in thirty or more years. Iâm chatting with a teenaged girl, telling her how I once worked here and then all about my world travels, encouraging her to venture out as well. The girl might ask about the book Iâm reading. An art book written by me, or a travel guide written by me, or maybe itâs written by someone else, but Iâm planning my next trip. My handsome husband shows upâNick?âwho says heâs booked our tickets and weâll be spending the summer on a lake in Italy or on the coast of Brazil or in a small beach hut in the Cook Islands.
âRuby,â Aunt Jenna calls, and again I realize that sheâs called me more than once.
I really need to control my daydreaming.
My shift should be over. No one can give me a ride home. If Carson were here . . . but he isnât, I remind myself. And he wonât be. I suppose Iâll need to learn public transportation. Thereâs no such thing in Cottonwood, unless you count hopping on the nearest