Who , isnât it? And I should remember not to tell anyone about the future or itâll cause some sort of crisis in the time-space continuum. âSpoilersâ, as River Song was always saying a few years ago.
Iâve got to stay calm and see what happens. I still reckon Iâll wake up soon and find out this is just a freaky dream. Probably. Hopefully.
I wish I could relax and enjoy it. Not many girls get the chance to see their gran and Great-aunt Eleanor as teenagers, do they? It should be a laugh. But right now it doesnât feel the slightest bit funny. I just canât believe this is happening. I canât figure out how it could have happened. What was different this time I passed the mirror? Did it really have anything to do with me getting stuck here, or was it just a coincidence I saw the girls in there before it happened? I mean, Iâve seen other bits of the house go funny too, like Ne ⦠Great-aunt Eleanorâs room did this morning. What was different today? The clothes? Maybe. Think! Iâve got to work it out so I can figure out how to get back. My head starts throbbing, and Iâm shaking with the cold. My nose starts to tingle and I squeeze the end to stop from sneezing. Last time I did that ⦠whoa! The last thing I did before I ended up here was sneeze! I let go of my nose and try to sneeze, but the sensation has passed and itâs a pathetic effort, more of a whimper than the real thing. I try again, then realise that if it works, I could end up in Granâs garden with my knickers round my ankles, so I stop and sort myself out. God, that couldâve been soooo embarrassing, especially if I end up back at the same time â the middle of the flipping afternoon! I canât stop myself from giggling. It must be hysteria.
Once Iâve calmed down, I go back across the garden, stumbling a bit in the dark. I canât wait to get these bloody shoes off. Thereâs no light at all coming from the house. I suppose itâs those blackout curtains.
I hope Iâll walk back into Granâs modern kitchen. I always thought it was pretty old-fashioned till I saw the one that May and Nelly are living in. Thatâs like really old. Everything seems so real, but it doesnât make sense. I canât be in 1940, can I? Itâs just not possible. Not in real life. Iâm starting to think my theory about being unconscious and dreaming is the most likely explanation. I wiggle my nose a bit, sniffing in the cold air, hoping to make myself sneeze. I feel like a right idiot, but hey if it works â¦
Iâm halfway up the path when a horrible droning sound starts up. I stop and listen. It gets louder, rising in tone. Oh. My. God. A real life air-raid siren. In the dark sky columns of light appear, searching, criss-crossing, like theyâre dancing.
The back door opens and the girls run out.
âDonât just stand there, get in the shelter,â says Nelly.
But I canât move. The lights are almost hypnotic. I could watch them for hours.
âCome on, get under cover,â Nelly pushes me along the path. âThis ainât a game, you know. Every night we get this. Every bloody night.â
I stumble into the shelter, nearly ending up on my knees as I didnât realise there were a couple of steps down. They follow me in, pull the door shut and drag a curtain across it before May lights a lamp.
Itâs not very big in here, and it smells like Dadâs potting shed. There are benches along the longer walls, and shelves at the back with books and boxed games and various âodds and sodsâ as Gran would say, including some blankets. May picks one up and gives it to me.
âHere, put that round you, Queenie. It gets bloody cold down here.â She sits down, wrapping herself up. âThis your first air raid?â
âYes,â I say, sitting down next to her and snuggling into the blanket. It feels a bit damp, but I