it?â
âMaybe Iâll tell youâwhen we trust each other more than we do now.â
âWhat a sad thing to say.â She squinted in the curling smoke. âWe used to trust each other with everything.â
âYes.â
She sat back; it was a gesture of regretful withdrawal. They had been on the point of intimacy but it was gone. She said, âYouâd be under Vassilyâs command but you wouldnât be working closely with him. Youâd be continents apart. Does that make a difference?â
âNot particularly. It would still be his orders.â
âYou hate him that much.â
âNo. But I think theyâve picked the wrong commander.â
âNo matter what the scheme is?â
âHeâll make a mistakeâthe kind you canât patch up.â
âThe others donât feel that way, Alex. Are you that much wiser than the rest of them?â
âThe rest of them werenât in Finland.â
âIt must have been something extraordinary for you to find it so unforgivable.â Then abruptly she said, âIf you have that much reason to distrust Vassily donât you owe it to Prince Leon and the others to warn them? At least give them the facts and let them decide.â
âYou canât destroy their heroes without injuring their self-respectâand God knows theyâve got damn little left as it is.â
âThis is too important for that, Alex. You canât be decided by those considerations when their lives may be at stake.â
âTheir lives?â
âAll of them. Prince Leon, Oleg, my father, Felixâthe whole lot. Theyâre putting everything on the line. Everything theyâve gotâeverything.â
âYou didnât say that before.â
âIâm sorry.â
âIâm not sure you are. It was your heaviest shot. You saved it for last.â
âNeatly trapped. Am I so transparent? I surrender, dear. You always were a match for me.â Irina stubbed her cigarette out. âThen itâs settled. Good.â She rose from her seat. âHelp me push this ghastly mess out in the hall, would you dear?â
He rolled the tray out through the foyer and when he turned away from it she was in the doorway looking at him in a way he could not mistake.
âThank you, darling.â It wasnât clear whether she meant the tray or his capitulation. âThereâs a fair Courvoisier.â
âAll right.â He had his hand on the room key in his pocket; but her face drew him back into the suite.
She brought the cognac to the couch. The two hotel glasses looked strange in her hand: it was made for crystal goblets. âI feel nervous with you. Isnât it absurd? But youâre like a caged predator tonight.â
The cognac spread warmth down his throat. He wanted to gather her against him but too many demons stood between them.
Then Irina said, âFelix is racing his motorcar at Estoril this week.â
âHeâs still doing that, is he?â
âCars and airplanes. Itâs all he thinks of.â She had another Du Maurier. âIt must be wonderful to have life so simply arranged.â
âHeâs never grown up.â
âI wish none of us had.â She went suddenly from that to what was really on her mind: âI was infatuated with Vassilyâit was his raw power. But even then I began to think of youâI began to wish it was you. But Iâd made the mistake and I suppose I was too proud to try to change backâperhaps I didnât want to face the chance that youâd hate me.â
She bent her shoulders and brooded into the cognac. âDo you see what Iâm doing now? It isnât like meâIâm asking your forgiveness.â
Then she looked up: the light fell across her face in harsh shadows. âPerhaps I am dropping a handkerchief. But itâs not tangled up in this other thing. We had to