âTell Charles the happy news.â He was watching me, his eyes fixed on the side of my face.
It was over now, I could sense it, as my gaze met Charlesâs. He looked at once hopeful and nervous, as he smoothed down a tuft of black hair that had fallen in his eyes. I filled my lungs, holding it there until it was too much to take. âIâm pregnant,â I said, my throat tight. âThe City will be thrilled, Iâm sure.â
The bulldozer moved along the construction floor below, a low, beeping sound filling the air. I rested my hand on my chest, feeling my heart alive beneath my breastbone, the steadiness of it calming me. Just say it , I thought, watching as Charles dropped his head, his eyes on the pavement. Donât drag this out any further.
âAs am I.â He came toward me, his arms over my shoulders, until I was pressed tightly against his chest. I breathed in, my body slowly relaxing, settling in beside him. He rested his hand on the back of my head so gently, I had to blink back tears. âIâve never been happier.â
six
THE PARTY WAS STILL GOING ON, EVEN AFTER THE MUSICIANS had left for the night and the last of the cups and saucers had been cleared from the tables in the parlor. My father was more animated than Iâd ever seen him, gesturing with his crystal glass, rambling on to Harold Pollack, an engineer in the City. âItâs something to celebrate,â I heard him say, as Charles and I started for the door.
âIn a time when things arenât as certain,â Harold agreed.
At this the King waved his hand dismissively, as if swatting away a fly. âDonât believe everything you hear,â he said. âA few riots at the labor camps are hardly a threat to the City.â
I lingered there for a moment, watching them as Charles spoke with the Head of Finance. My father withstood Haroldâs presence a moment longer before excusing himself. There had been talk of the labor camp riots all night. In between congratulations, people mentioned rumors about the labor camps, asking my father about the rebels outside the City. With every question he laughed a little harder, made more of a show of just how confident he was. He called them riots, not sieges, and made it sound like it had only happened at one or two of the camps.
âReady to go?â Charles asked, offering me his arm. I threaded mine through it as we started down the hall. Neither of us spoke. Instead I listened to the sound of our footsteps and the faint echo of the soldierâs behind us.
We got to the suite, the lock clicking shut behind us. I watched Charles as he moved around the room, slinging his suit jacket over the armchair and loosening his tie. âYou didnât have to do that today,â I said. His back was toward me as he stepped out of his shoes.
âOf course I did,â he said, pushing his hair off his face. âI wasnât about to tell your father the truth. You know what kind of position that wouldâve put you in.â He turned, and for the first time I noticed that his cheeks were splotchy and pink, as if heâd just come in from the cold. âNo one can find out, Genevieveâno one.â
âItâs not your problem to fix,â I said. âI did this.â
After what happened at the construction site, Iâd gone to my appointment with the doctor, then met Charles at the reception. The gratitude Iâd felt for him had lessened, giving way to a kind of quiet resentment. He had saved me. He believed he had, at least, and I could feel the implied debt between us whenever his hand found mine, his fingers clamped down on my palm. Weâre in this together , he seemed to say. I wonât leave you now.
He pressed his palms to his face, then shook his head. âIs this your way of thanking me? I didnât want this, you know, when we were married. I didnât want to feel like I was some horrible, second