watched, startled, before breaking into loud laughter.
âThose are the kinds of moments you canât plan,â Aunt Netty said as Kate handed her back the camera. âBut now youâve caught it forever, and every time you look at those pictures youâll remember how that little girl looked and how happy the dog was.â
Kate looked at her auntâs face as she spoke. There was a look in her eyes that Kate couldnât really read. It was as if she was thinking about the thing she loved most in the world, but instead of being totally happy about it she was kind of sad, too. Kate almost asked her what she was thinking, but something told her it was a moment her aunt wanted to keep for herself.
âWhy donât we go get some lunch?â Aunt Netty said, breaking the silence. âI donât know about you, but Iâm starving.â
They walked to the end of the pier to a restaurant that had a big deck with tables that overlooked the water. The waiter led them to one that was partially shaded by a big umbrella, and they sat down. As Kate perused the menu, she felt the sun on her skin and smelled the sea breeze and decided that it was going to be the best summer ever.
âAny idea what you want?â asked her aunt.
âThe clam strips sound great,â Kate answered. âBut I think thatâs an awful lot of fat. Maybe I should just have the grilled chicken salad.â
âGo for the clam strips,â replied her aunt. âLifeâs too short to worry about a little bit of fat. In fact, I insist that you have the clam strips and the cheesecake afterward.â
âWell, if you insist ,â Kate said, closing her menu.
The waiter appeared, and Kate gave him her order. When it was Aunt Nettyâs turn she ordered grilled red snapper.
âOh, so Iâm supposed to order the fattening stuff while you eat healthy, is that it?â Kate said when the waiter had taken their menus.
Her aunt put her arms on the table and leaned forward. âWhen youâre thirty-four years old and canât fit into your favorite jeans anymore, then you can worry about what you eat,â she said. âUntil then, enjoy yourself.â
Kate giggled. âBut you look great,â she said. âI donât think Iâve ever seen you so thin before.â
For a moment it looked as if Aunt Nettyâs smile faltered. But then she perked up again. âSo tell me about your life,â she said. âAnd I donât mean what you want to do this summer or anything like that. Tell me all the stuff you donât tell your mother.â
Kate leaned back in her chair and took a sip of iced tea. What should she tell her aunt? It was true that they were more like best friends than relatives. She had always told Aunt Netty everything, even the things she was afraid to share with her parents. She never worried that her aunt would tell anyone else, and sheâd always believed that she could tell her anything.
But was that true? Could she, for instance, tell Aunt Netty that she had been studying Wicca for almost four months, and that sheâd gotten into it because sheâd done a spell that landed her the boyfriend sheâd so recently dumped? Could she tell her aunt that she had a makeshift altar in her bedroom, and that sometimes when no one else was home she did rituals to the Goddess? What would Aunt Netty think of her then? Would Kate still be her favorite niece, or would everything change? Kate didnât know, and for the first time in her life sheâd found something she couldnât tell her aunt about.
âWell, you know about Tyler,â Kate said, trying to buy time. âThings are going really well with him. And Annie and Cooper are okay, too. I hate to sound boring, but everything is pretty much fine. I donât throw up my dinner. Iâm not using any controlled substances. And I havenât sent anyone naked pictures of myself over