with sudden hope .
An Omâray who left his Clan was as if dead to that Clan. It had always been so. UnChosen took Passage to find Choice and a new home, or die in the attempt. The family and friends they had in the past never spoke of them again. It was the way of the world.
A way her Talent could change forever. Aryl swallowed. Is this what you want?
Not for myself. His eyes fixed on hers. I have my new life. But for Worinâs sake. For the others. They didnât choose to leave their families. They should know what became of them.
Arylâs fingers strayed to the metal bracelet she wore, turned it on her wrist, explored the smooth ripples that mirrored a mountain stream. It was of Tuana; Enris had made it there before heâd left. Before theyâd met. âStay with me,â she said out loud, then closed her eyes.
She relaxed, let herself be attracted to the glow of other Omâray, moved past Sonaâs cluster of life to touch Gronaâs, moved farther and ignored all between, until . . .
Tuana.
Having reached the here-I-am, she relaxed further to allow each glow to become who-I-am . . . Names filled her mind . . . more than names. Identities, full and rich and connected one to the other. No Omâray existed alone, whole or Lost. Their bonds were threads of light through the darkness.
Too few.
Enris. With her. She shared her awareness of Tuanaâs Omâray; in return, she couldnât escape his despair and anguish. She took his pain into herself, soothed it, helped him past it. Showed him.
There. Mendolar. A connection that stretched, however tenuous, to him and back. Other names. Serona. Sâudlaat. Edut. Licor. Annk. Other connections. Faint, too faint. But real.
If she let herself, she could trace them between every living Omâray, see the worldâs shape as it truly was, know her place in it.
With an effort, Aryl shrank her awareness to her own body and opened her eyes.
âDama Mendolar,â Enris said wonderingly. âI should have known. My grandmother,â he clarified for the rest of them. âItâs not the first reshaping sheâs survived.â
âCould youâ?â Aryl found herself unable to say it.
Enris seemed to fill the room as he rose to his feet. Only his uncle, Galen sud Serona, rivaled him in size. âI have the names of the living. Iâll tell the rest.â Then he paused to gaze down at Seru. âBut there arenât enough bells for the dead.â
In the end, Sonaâs bells were silent. Instead, when everyone had gathered within the Cloistersâ Council Chamber, dressed in their finestâor at least cleanestâclothes, the Tuana stepped upon the raised dais. Murmurs and sendings stopped. The dark of truenight pressed above the gray dirt piled outside the windows. It reflected the glowstrip that banded the ceiling, so rivers of light appeared beyond the Tuana, meeting at some unimaginable distance.
Enris stood in the midst of his new Clan, at the center of his old, the focus of all eyes. He was magnificent, Aryl thought, holding in a rush of pride that had no place here and now. Straight-shouldered, serious, with a lift to his head that gathered attention and kept it. Nothing of uncertainty or youth. Everything of strength.
âThis truenight, we will give our names to Sona. So doing, in the way of our people, we become Sona and leave our past Clans behind.â His deep voice carried through the room. Through their bones. âYet we need not.â
Naryn stepped forward. Though freed, her glorious red hair cloaked her shoulders in calm, obedient waves. In her hands was a stack of the metal plates Adepts used for their records. Enris gestured. âHere are the names of those who died in the reshaping of Tuana. We who remember them as the living ask that they be given to Sona with ours. We ask that they not be forgotten with our deaths, but remain here to touch the future. Forever