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that.”
    Fuck, he was right. I knew all the ways he could make me suffer and none of them would end with a fairytale ending for anyone I cared about.
    All the sudden, I felt so small in his presence—like a bug he could easily squash and not think two seconds about what he’d done.
    “What do you want from me?”
    “I told you what I wanted from you—”
    “No! You told me what you wanted me to do. What. Do. You. Want. From. Me?”
    “Haven’t made up my mind yet. Mira , tonight isn’t a good night to discuss anything, all right? I wanna have some fun and live it up. We meet one week from today. Bring your biker pals if they make you feel safe. In the meantime, tell your gringo we ironed out some deals and we’ll be meeting later on in the week. That’s what he’ll report back to Eve anyway. Unless, you want him to know about our history—is that it?”
    My mind quickly calculated Ronan’s short, Irish temper and I shook my head quickly. “No, of course not. That’ll work. I can do that.”
    Fernando smiled weakly. “Well, see you in a week then.”
    I stood and one of my hands immediately grabbed his left wrist. “Please . . . if you ever loved me at, promise you won’t tell Ronan about you and me. He’s volatile and unpredictable. Even his own brothers and father can’t control him.”
    “Well, you always did have a weak spot for the possessive, alpha male. Just make sure you reel yours in if he wants to make it to his thirtieth birthday.”
    I nodded my head, rendered speechless.
    It would kill me if anything ever happened to Ronan.
    True, I could honestly say I still had feelings for Fernando but I was in love with Ronan. My problem wasn’t love but sexual attraction.
    Ronan and I had an active sex life. Who was I kidding? The man was kinky as fuck and I loved every minute I spent between the sheets, the shower and everywhere else we managed to have sex.
    Unfortunately, Fernando—not Ronan—had introduced my kinkiness to me. He was my first love and first boyfriend. Before him, I didn’t know anything about sex except the basics of course.
    Ménage a trois , double penetration, anal intercourse, sex toys, flavored lubes and the extreme kink—including BDSM—I’d been subjected to in real life and through the viewing of porn films happened while Fernando and I were together.
    I’d witnessed him fuck other men and women along with group sex and the actual filming of adult movies during the four years we’d been together. If I was an innocent virgin who knew nothing before we met, by the time I ended our relationship, I could honestly communicate what I wanted and desired sexually from my partner.
    The problem with deviating from what “society” considered normal intercourse was it was impossible to go back to the norm. I sought people out who had the same sexual proclivities I did and I got lucky.
    I never had to whore myself out.
    We knew each other—just by a casual glance.
    Ronan’s unusual sexual activities spoke to me before he even said a word to me. It was there; embedded in those gorgeous violet-blue eyes and he recognized it in me.
    The first time he took me to a club party where open sex occurred, various women were being tag-teamed by members, I didn’t even flinch. I remembered grabbing a drink, snorting a few lines of cocaine with Ronan and Kink before we found a dark corner to make out. When one of his hands slid my panties to the side while his other caressed my breast and he pressed me against the wall, I spread my legs further and allowed him to fuck me.
    It didn’t matter that anyone could have walked by and saw us even if his strong body shielded my own. We fucked like two primal beings and I remembered coming so hard, I thought I would pass out.
    Just the memory of us together—our first time—had my breath accelerated and my heart beating wildly in my chest.
    Fernando was poison and if I wasn’t careful, he would drag me right back to the world I’d fought my