not.â
âI want to ask you something.â
âYes?â
âWill you give it up now?â
âThe flat?â
âYes â and Jim too. The whole business.â
âWhy?â
âBecause itâs a rotten waste of time â and other things that shouldnât be wasted.â
âThatâs a matter of opinion.â
He looked at her curiously.
âDo you know Jimâs in love with you?â
âHeâs often told me so.â
âYou donât care two hoots for him.â
âI like him very much.â
âDonât you feel youâre being unfair to him?â
âNo. I donât feel that.â
It was then heâd realised for the first time that she wasnât, anyhow, doing this in the heedless butterfly fashion heâd imagined. He looked at her with newinterest and increased dislike. He saw that sheâd thought it all out; that she was playing the game rigidly in accordance with some rules which, rightly or wrongly, she believed to be fair. He was startled; he was even for a moment, through a veritable blaze of resentment, amused by his own reaction. For he felt, suddenly, the whole male sex rear its head in his person and bellow angrily. She was usurping its privileges, endangering its supremacy â actually attempting, heaven smite her, to kiss and ride away!
And then heâd voiced a threat and sheâd answered it â two brief sentences which heâd often found himself remembering since:
âYouâll burn your fingers.â
âYou wonât hear me yell if I do.â
A cheeky face it had been in those days. A pair of brown eyes with a gleam in them defying him from beneath her copper coloured hair. Heâd gone away into the house rather hurriedly. Heâd always suspected that if he had stayed a moment longer sheâd have put her tongue out at himâ
He looked at the two heads in front of him. Drew must have been a fine-looking fellow when he was young; even now though the contours of his face had thickened, you could see a good line of cheek and jaw, a glimpse of handsome, if rather arrogant nose. And Millicent, of course, must have been quite bewitching. It wasnât any wonder when you thought about it, that Susan was â Susan. The vitality of her, springing like grass after rain, the flame of adventurousness flickering fascinatedly towards danger was pure Millicent. The Millicent who had snapped her fingers at Wondabyne and married a bank clerk sheâd known for a weekâ! And yet, in Susan there ran too the streak of obstinacy,the conviction of her own rightness, the arrogance that heâd seen just now, in her fatherâs nose!
Life had hammered that out of her, poor kid! He glanced at her, troubled, knowing how much and how unwillingly heâd helped with that hammering. And yet she wasnât quite flattened out, even now! Judge her as you would, you couldnât deny her courage. Nor that queer, absurd, heroic honesty sheâd taken for her only standardâ
She asked him suddenly:
âWill Kathleen and Ken be at Coolami? When we get there?â
He said, âNot that I know of.â And added presently:
âDid you see her show?â
âYes â we all went.â
âLike it?â
âYes. Dad bought the one of Wondabyne Pool for Mother, but she doesnât know yet. For her birthday.â
And that, thought Bret, was just about as unfortunate a choice as he could have made. Not that he knew, of course, how much of his daughterâs love-affair was bound up in that spot â the spot where two generations of young people from Wondabyne and Coolami had swum, and picnicked and flirtedâ
He suddenly found that he didnât want very much to think of it himself, and he wondered, looking at the long range of mountains now visible, remote, intangible as a bank of cloud across the plain, whether what he felt was