heâd find you that way, by daylight, when youâre least expecting it. Heâs taken to haunting university buildings, parks, art galleries, even botanical gardens. Heâs looking for the girls who wear sweatshirts even in warm weather, the ones who havenât starved themselves or fried themselves orange on a sunbed or bothered to use hair-straighteners for that compulsory sleek look. Sweaters ⦠Sweaters drive him half crazy with lust. Soft, pale, unfashionable girls. The ones who donât actually believe that a man like him would hit on them. He can smell their defensiveness and the aching eagerness buried beneath.
Is that you?
Itâs hard work to get past their disbelief. They often think heâs taking the piss, that he has a coterie of friends hidden nearby killing themselves laughing as he mocks their naivety with his attentions. Oh, but itâs worth it for the first bloom of their sexual scent, the rush of heat and wet, the look in their eyes as they tip from suspicion to hope to surrender. Heâs prepared to work for days to get that.
So perhaps heâll find you when youâre concentrating on something else entirely. At work maybe â your frustrating, claustrophobic job, the one you took just as that first stepping stone, the one that tides you over until you move on to something really worthwhile. Or perhaps heâll find you in a line at a shop counter, or queuing up to hand in a form in some official waiting room. And heâll catch your eye with his frank, humorous gaze, so warmly that youâll wonder, âIs it me heâs looking at?â
Yes, itâll be you. Itâll be hard to believe, but even harder to resist. You might be in a relationship, or you might be resigned to celibacy, but it almost certainly wonât make any difference â so long as there is a sexual instinct buried in you, he will bring it out and reel you in. Heâll use your own nature against you. Heâs just too good-looking, too charming, to shrug off, and sexual heat radiates from his cold body like an aura. And you can forget morality or common sense: those things wonât save you. They donât ever save anyone. Sex, when it kicks into gear â that raging appetite, that dizzy high of anticipation â trumps everything else. Donât you know that yet?
He can be subtle or he can be pushy, whichever works best in the circumstances. In either case he is persistent. Before you know it, your head will be awhirl and your heart will be beating faster every time you see him. Youâll feel a cramping thrill every time he smiles, every time his hand brushes yours, every time he leans in a little closer. Youâll wonder what is happening to you. Reflected in his eyes, youâll see yourself as if for the first time: beautiful, desirable and free.
And then, finally, youâll let him cross the line. Because by then youâll want nothing in the world more than the sight of his golden skin, his parted lips, his naked body. By then you will be weak-limbed, dizzy, breathless. Your skin will be running hot and cold chills. Your nipples will be so sensitised that the rub of your own clothing is almost painful. Your sex will be heavy with moisture, like a storm ready to break. When he takes you in his arms it will be like a profound pain has finally found release.
Where do you want him, when he takes you at last? In your apartment, in secret? In the park, under a full moon? Behind the shelves where you work, muffled and frantic and daring? He doesnât mind, so long as he can fuck you. So long as he can have your sex juices and your sweat and your surrender, your cries and your tears of joy. Your bright and racing blood.
It canât be denied that heâll give you a good time. Just hope he doesnât bring Naylor in on it, though.
On his own, Ben is about as harmless as a vampire can be â but Naylor is his weakness. Naylor is the