felt particularly satisfied with this weekâs meet-up.
He was in the middle of loading everything into his pack, which would be less conspicuous than the duffel on the way to Cloverâs house, when the door between the rooms jiggled and one of the boys knocked on it.
He finished putting the computer away and stashed his pack in the closet. Clover was right, these boys werenât Freaks. Not yet, anyway. He wasnât ready for them to know about his stolen equipment, or that he and Clover were hacking into a forbidden wireless signal to talk to West and the others.
Jude expected the boys to be happier and fuller than they were before. They might be fuller, but none of them looked real happy. Tim stood in front of the younger boys, chin lifted in defiance.
âWeâre staying here,â Tim said. âYou canât make us go back.â
Clover sat on the bed. âWe werenâtââ
âYou donât own this place.â Tim glared at Clover. âYou canât make us leave.â
âI never said I wanted to.â
âYou can stay,â Jude said. âBut there are rules.â
Wally pushed in front of Tim. âYou canât give us rules.â
âYes, we can,â Clover said.
âNo, you canât!â
âOkay, okay, wait.â Tim pulled Wally back. Food had made the boy feisty. âJude showed us this place. Weâll listen.â
âCome with me.â
Jude led the way to the room where he and the others had set up a group meeting space, before Clover and West turned everything upside down. The boiler room, heâd called it then, as a joke that only Clover had watched enough old movies at the library to get. Tim, Wally, David, and Clover all took seats. Mango settled under the table.
âI told you before, you have to be careful,â Jude said. âIf you get caught here, it wonât do anyone any good.â
âWe know that,â Tim said.
Clover lifted her eyebrows. âIs that why we found you chasing geese through the hallways?â
âYou needed food,â Jude said, before they could answer her accusation. âThereâs enough here to last the week, if youâre careful. You should stay inside until next weekend, except for when you go to get dosed. Weâll have a plan by then.â
âDonât let anyone see you coming in and out of here,â Clover said.
Tim crossed his arms over his chest. âWe ainât stupid, hoodie.â
Clover opened her mouth in indignation at the derogatory term Foster City kids used for kids from the neighborhoods, then shut it again when Jude shot her a look.
âListen to me,â Jude said. âYou stay out of sight. You go into the bar, you keep your head down, you get your dose, and you get your asses back here.â
Wally put his hand back and rubbed around the edge of the port hidden in his hair at the base of his skull. âYou gonna help us get more food? Like meat?â
âThis week, youâll have to eat what we have here.â Wallyâs thin face dropped, and Jude added, âIâll see what I can do. But no more geese.â
âHow many more like you are there?â Clover asked.
The room went quiet and Tim looked at Jude before answering. âLike us?â
âYou know,â she said. âKids who need to get out of Foster City. Really need to get out.â
âWe could have brought at least four more housefuls with us.â
âWhy didnât you?â
âClover,â Jude said, under his breath.
Timâs face turned red and he narrowed his eyes into a glare. âWeâre having a hard enough time feeding ourselves. We canât save everyone.â
âNo one said you have to.â Jude needed to talk to Clover and figure out their next step. It wasnât time to tell Tim, David, and Wally where the Freaks were. Or that the Freaks existed. Not yet.
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