Mexico that you donât leave witnesses.â
âBut you said he didnât witness you.â
She stood up and came over to me. âMike, what is this all for? You knew we were going to war with these guys. You canât have imagined that we were just going to talk our way out of anything.â
âCouldnât I?â I yelled. âYou kept emphasizing that this was not about killing Players; it was about stopping them. John had me write up the sales pitches. Did you even try that with the Mu? What about the Koori? Or did you just go in shooting first and asking questions later?â
âCome on, Mike,â she said. âGrow up. We did target shooting every single day. We practiced stacking up at a door and making a hostile entry. We ran the mountains. We did obstacle courses. Did you really think all of that was so that we would be in better shape to talk ?â
âYes,â I said. âYes, I did think that we were going to talk, because thatâs what we said we were going to do. Thatâs what John said, and itâs what Walter said, and itâs what you said. And you know what? Itâs what Kat and I did with the Minoan.â
âAnd how did that go for you?â
âWe ended up having to kill her,â I said, turning off the water and drying my hands. âBut we gave her a fair chance. She knew why we were there, and she had a choice. We didnât just ambush her.â
âAnd now Kat is at the emergency room,â Mary said. âAnd we still have seven Players to kill. Still no word from Barbara and Douglasâthey were going for the Olmecâor Molly, Henry, and Phyllisâthey were going for the Harappan. Weâre getting murdered out there, so maybe youâd better start to act like this is the war that it is.â
âYou lied to me.â
âLied? Mike, you are such aââ
âWhat? Such a what?â
âA child. I used to think that you joined Zero line for me, but I was wrong. You joined because youâre a Boy Scout. You really thought we were going to end this all peacefully, and you could go back home like nothing had happened.â
âI didnât think that. I killed that sheriff. I robbed that bank.â
âThen what? You thought that you were going to retire on some remote farm somewhere and live the quiet, peaceful life of a hero? You probably imagined me right there beside you.â
âMary,â I said through gritted teeth, âyouâre old news. Kat and I are together now. I donât needâI donât want you.â
âOh,â she said, and then stopped without saying anything else.
âYeah.â
Her voice was quieter now. âWhat did I ever do to you?â
âYou left me. When I thought I needed you most. And . . .â I looked out the window and then moved back to the chair by the door. âAnd then I realized that I didnât really need you. You did your job. You got me into this mess. You got me to believe, and you were rightâEndgame is real. But we have very different ideas about what to do about it.â
âThe Players are killing us,â she said, still standing where she was, not turning to look at me. âI wish we really could talk our way out of this.â
âYou werenât expecting that?â I asked. âYou thought that going in like cowboys, shooting everyone we see, was going to work? At least Kat and I had realistic expectations. We knew that we were going up against killers. Assassins. We knew we were outmatched. You had too much faith in a couple of exâGreen Berets.â
âBruce was a vet. He wouldnât tell me how many he killed, but he said he could remember every face.â
âI always see the sheriff.â
âThe Mu didnât look like a killer. She looked like a kid.â Mary turned to face me. âWe thought it would be easy. I had a clean shot and I didnât
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