understand.
“Sol. Uti.” Damn, was she even saying that right? She’d said, or meant to at least, “sun” and “outside”. She couldn’t put the words together, but she hoped he’d understand easily enough.
He set the small knife down and looked at her. For several seconds he didn’t say anything, but then stood, unhooked the chain from her ankle, and grabbed her hand. He led her outside, and the sun, which was just starting to set, blinded her momentarily as it pierced through a space in the trees.
The air was cold, and she wrapped her arms around her waist. Stian pulled her close, had his arm around her shoulders, and his body heat engulfed her. The air felt nice on her face, and even if she’d felt it through the windows in the hut, there was something different about having it wash around her.
Glancing in each direction, she tried to look like she was just looking around at the scenery, but in fact she was trying to remember which way she’d gone for the town. The problem was she couldn’t remember because the feeling of his penetrating stare on her was unnerving. Rubbing her sweaty palms on her thighs she glanced at him.
“Vat?” Water. She pointed into the trees, and wracked her mind for the word for sea, but she couldn’t think. He didn’t move, didn’t even speak for several seconds, then tilted his chin toward the left, and she headed that way. He was close behind; she could feel him, sense him.
When the trees parted about five minutes after they’d started walking, she felt her eyes widen at the sight in front of her. Just down a small decline was the shore of a wondrous body of water. Agata couldn’t see past the large mountains that lined either side, and because the water curved toward the right, but she’d assumed this was a sea. The waves brushed along the rocky beach, and she took a step closer, only to be pulled back by Stian.
“Haksi vonki, konna.”
She’d understood the dangerous part, because in her time with him he’d drilled that word into her. But she couldn’t understand the other section. Maybe there were animals, or even the villagers that were dangerous? “I wish I knew what in the hell was going on, what you were saying, and where in the hell I was.” Facing him again she started to head back to the hut, knowing he’d follow. She just knew he’d always follow.
When they were back at his home she looked around, really taking in everything, categorizing all the details that were out in the open. So the water was to her left, and presumably the village might be to her right, but she wasn’t sure about that. This was going to be tricky, and getting away from Stian would be hard, but she had to try. If she didn’t she’d never know what in the hell happened to her. She needed to leave this place, and surviving this situation was of utmost importance. This wasn’t her home, wasn’t where she was supposed to be even if her body heated whenever Stian looked at her.
She moved back into the hut and went over to the pallet. They’d be sleeping soon, and although she hated knowing that he made her sleep beside him, wrapped his thickly corded and muscular body, there was also a part, maybe even a sick and deranged one, that liked the feeling of his big body holding her tight. He wanted her, and that was clear by his actions and the fact he always seemed to have a hard-on.
She spotted her purse tucked in the corner. She was pleased he’d grabbed it, and it was the first time she’d seen something familiar in this new world. Feeling this small little bubble of elation fill her, she grabbed for it and opened the zipper. Inside she had her iPhone, a pair of earbuds, her wallet, and other small things she usually kept with her at all times: deodorant, a few tampons, gum, lotion, tissue, and even a pack of Lifesavers. She looked at where Stian stood, but he was back to cutting the pork and moving it over to the fire.
Agata pulled out her phone, her heart pounding. The