that she did indeed look pallid
compared to Nan’s glowing and painted beauty. But
such beauty came at a price and it was a cost that
Rebecca had never been prepared to pay. Even now,
as she faced ruin head on, she shuddered to think of
it.
When she descended she found the workshop can-
dles lit, a fire burning in the hearth and Sam the coach-
man fetching a tray of tea in from the scullery. Nan
was reclining on the chaise-longue, her feet up on Re-
becca’s workbench, her head tilted as she admired the
red shoes that peeped from below her petticoats. She
looked abandoned and beautiful, all tumbled fair curls
and creamy flesh. She looked up as Rebecca came in
and gave a little shudder.
‘Brown, darling? So disfiguring!’
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‘I do not dress to impress in my profession,’ Re-
becca said, without rancour.
Her friend’s blue eyes mocked her. ‘And how it
shows!’
In reply, Rebecca pushed Nan’s feet gently off the
workbench and sat down opposite her. Sam the coach-
man put the tea tray down on the rosewood desk and
gave Rebecca a huge wink. She found herself smiling
back. Sam had the bearing of an old soldier and a
granite-hewn face to match, and he might work for the
Archangel, but then so did she after a fashion. He also
made an excellent strong cup of tea, and that went a
long way towards gaining Rebecca’s appreciation.
‘Call back for me in a half-hour if you please, Sam-
uel,’ Nan said sweetly, kicking off the red shoes and
tucking her feet up under her on the chaise-longue. ‘I
have matters of business to discuss with Miss Ra-
leigh.’
The coachman bowed, gave Rebecca another smile,
and went out into the street.
‘Your business must be urgent indeed if it brings
you out so early,’ Rebecca said. She remembered Nan
once saying that one of the benefits of being a kept
woman was that one worked all night and could sleep
all day. Rebecca privately thought that it was not
worth it, even to be the mistress of an amiable buffoon
like Lord Bosham. For better or worse, she had in-
herited a large amount of pride and a streak of inde-
pendence from her family, and that pride revolted at
the thought of being any man’s mistress.
Nan did not answer immediately. She allowed her
gaze to travel around the workshop, pausing as her
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eye fell on a slender vase on the windowsill. It was
engraved with a picture of a sailing ship, a privateer
with elegant lines and furled sails. She smiled slightly.
‘How is your brother these days, Rebecca? Have
you heard from him lately?’
‘Not in a long time,’ Rebecca said. Her chest tight-
ened and she took a deep breath to steady herself. No
matter how much time went past, it always hurt to be
cut off from Daniel; now that her aunt and uncle were
dead, the isolation was much more acute.
‘A pity,’ Nan said, her blue eyes sharp. ‘Now there
is a man who could persuade me into marriage...’
‘I do not believe that Daniel is a marrying man,’
Rebecca said with a small smile. ‘He is wedded to his
ship.’
‘Show me a man who is the marrying kind, darling,’
Nan said, a little bitterly. ‘They are all out for what
they can get, which is why we have to fleece them
first.’
Rebecca pulled a face. She had heard Nan speak
like this before and seen her friend’s pretty face crease
with cynicism and bitterness. Rebecca herself had
never had a great deal of time for love. As a child,
she had been a voracious reader and had devoured
everything that came within her grasp, be it romances
or treatises on engraving. Once she had started to
work, the time for reading and any other pursuit had
become very limited indeed and Rebecca had come to
the conclusion that romance belonged only between
the pages of a book. As far as she could see, marriage
was a matter of comfort, convenience and sometimes
of financial benefit, and yet she had never seen fit to
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