may already know her name.â
On the other hand, I might not. âSorry.â
âSheâs ranked the third best chess player in the world, though itâs only a matter of time before sheâs number one,â Ms. Price said. âAre you sure you havenât heard of her? There was a lot of coverage in the media last year when she shot up the ranks after beating Magnus Carlsen.â
I shrugged. âI got an Xbox last year, so I was sort of distracted.â
Ms. Price clicked her remote, and the screen rose and the lights came back up. âAnd there you have it,â she said. âIf you agree to go, those are going to be the only human beings youâll have contact with for the coming year. Besides me, that is.â A normal person would have smiled after saying this. Ms. Price tapped her nails on her desk.
I, meanwhile, was considering the implications of what I had learned. That sinking feeling in my gut was all too familiar. Normally Iâd swallow my pride and keep my head down, but that didnât seem like an option here. I had to say what was on my mind.
âThose guys are really impressive,â I said. âThey have all these amazing skills. Best chess player in the world? I donât have anything like that. Why am I even here?â
âYour confusion is understandable,â Dr. Roop said gently. âLet me explain. The selection committee chooses from each world three beings they believe have the best chance of success in the Confederation. However, we do not want to bias the process by selecting only particular representatives who match our ideals, since it is never wise to evaluate a species based only on extraordinary individuals. Consequently, there is always a fourth being chosen at random, one picked from a somewhat contoured pool, but still a more or less blind choice.â
âSomewhat contoured?â I said. âWhat does that mean?â
âIn this case, as your species conforms to the quite popular male-female gender split, we wanted to balance things out with a second male,â Dr. Roop said. âAlso, because yours is the most culturally dominant nation on your world, and it had not yetbeen represented, we felt it was prudent to pick an American. Or a Canadian. We donât understand the difference.â
âSo,â I said, âmy name was pulled from a hat of twelve-year-old North American boys.â
âEleven to thirteen, but yes,â said Dr. Roop.
âAnd thereâs nothing about me to make anyone, anywhere, think that I have a better chance of success than any other boy my age?â
âInitially, yes,â Ms. Price said, looking at me through narrowed eyes, as if to suggest she had been steadily revising her estimation downward.
âAnd this healing technology you mentioned,â I said. âWhat if I made helping my mother a condition of my going?â
Ms. Price rolled her eyes. That again.
âI wish I could offer such an incentive,â Dr. Roop said. âWere it my choice, I would happily provide your mother with the aid she needs, but our laws preclude any technological or medical assistance to species that havenât gone through the evaluation.â
I didnât think there was much to be gained by asking him to violate the Prime Directive. I knew what I had to do, so I stood up and looked at them both.
âI am really flattered,â I said. âI canât believe what Iâve seen and learned here. This is, without a doubt, the most incredible day of my life. But Iâm going to have to take a pass.â
âWhat?â cried Ms. Price. âSit down!â
âSorry,â I said. âIâm out. Can someone drive me home?â
CHAPTER FIVE
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I was not chickening out. Not really.
Sure, I was afraid. Terrified. I was going full coward on this. Itâs one thing to daydream, as we all have, about going off in a spaceship and having amazing