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as my nerves take over.
    I'm nervous as fuck to see him again.

Bear
    I left Jacey's apartment as quick as I could, I got the hell outta there. I don't know what the fuck just happened. I never expected her to be a fucking virgin. For fucksake, she’s twenty-six years old! Who the fuck is a virgin at that age? I've never taken somebody's virginity, never wanted to, just like I told her. Why would she just give it up to somebody she didn't even know? To say I was the only guy that's ever turned her on, where the fuck did this girl come from? Maybe the alcohol had something to do with it.
    I storm into the clubhouse and go straight to my room, laying in bed for most of the night and thinking it over. I should’ve realized something was up when she didn't really know what to do when I kissed her. She was nervous when we got to her place, and if she had done this a lot, she wouldn't have been. It also explains the blushing. Why couldn't I have just paid attention, instead of letting my cock lead me into this clusterfuck? But I lied to her when I told her it should never have happened.
    It felt so good, unbelievably good. I can still feel her wet cunt strangling my cock. Goddamn, she was so fucking tight, clenching and throbbing around me. Fuck, I can still taste her in my mouth, so sweet and salty. God. Outta all the women I've been with, it has never been like that. Her cunt, her smell, her taste, and her mouth, all of it bliss, total fucking perfection.
    I didn't lie when I said I'm not the good guy. It just goes to show, because I'd do it all over again without a second thought, just to feel her wrapped around me again. I overreacted, I know that, but it took me by surprise. Now I gotta figure out how to fix it, and I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do. She probably never wants to see me again, but I gotta talk to her about what happened. Once I fix it, I can get in that pussy again. I'll show her just what she’s been missing out on.

    When I wake up the next day, I head to church, taking my seat at the table. Gunner and Writer are already here. Once everybody finally arrives, Hanger lets us know that Ghost’ll be going with the girls shopping. That pisses me off, not because I don't trust him, of course I trust him. It's that I really need to see her and talk to her. I wish it was me going instead. I'm not the only one bothered by this, Writer is too. He’s got it bad for Ever. Hanger sees my expression and asks, "Bear, you got something to say?"
    I cross my arms over my chest. "I’m not happy about him bein' the one to go with them, but it's your decision. You’re the president. Can you at least keep us informed with everywhere they go?"
    "You’re right, it is my decision. We need someone to be in the background and not stick out. We all know that Ghost is the one to do that and he’ll keep them safe. I'm trusting him with Crazy Girl. He’ll inform me wherever they go, and I’ll keep you updated."
    Goddamn it, I know he's right but I keep the scowl on my face and give him a tight nod. Hanger then asks where Romeo is, and Gunner informs him that he’s gonna be late. I don’t really give a shit about any of this right now, so I let my mind drift to Jacey. I wonder if she's okay, if she hates me, and if she'll even want to see or talk to me again.
    I come back to reality when I hear the words Ol' Lady, and II know that Hanger is talking about Crazy Girl. He'd be stupid not to make her his Ol' Lady. I hear him ask, "What, Hacker?"
    Hacker replies, "Well, I never thought I'd see the day when the biggest asshole of us all would settle down." He's chuckling.
    Hanger responds, "What can I say? She did something to me, brother." A slow smile spreads across his face.
    I chime in. “I bet she did.” I practically whisper it, so Hanger doesn't know that I said it. That's what the fucker gets for pissing me off. I drop my head with a smile on my face. Gunner speaks up. "What she did was come in here and take you by the