down.â
âIâve told you the whole truth,â she protested weakly.
I shrugged. âFine. If thatâs the way you want to play it.â I turned for the door but wasnât surprised when Heather grabbed my arm again.
âWait!â she cried. âPlease!â
There was a shimmer of tears in her eyes, and I felt the tremor in the hand on my arm. Heather wasnât just afraid; she was terrified .
âTell me the truth,â I said implacably. I couldnât help feeling sorry for her when she was so scared, but I wasnât about to let it show in my voice.
She licked her lips, and I saw there was almost no lipstick left on them. âIf I tell you something confidentially, can I be sure you wonât repeat it to anyone?â
The question connected a few dots for me, whether she meant it to or not. âYou mean if you tell me youâve done something illegal, will I go to the police?â
She winced and nodded. âYou have to promise not to.â
Actually, under the circumstances, I didnât have to make any promises whatsoever. Any idiot could see she wasnât in a strong bargaining position, and if I threatened to walk away again, sheâd start talking. But she was obviously in some kind of trouble, and I was beginning to feel a bit like a bully.
âUnless you tell me you murdered somebody, I promise not to go to the police,â I said, relenting. Heatherâs face lit with hope, and I held up my hand to keep her from getting carried away by it. âNow, if the police were to question me for some reason, thereâs nothing like attorney-client privilege protecting our conversation, and Iâm not about to lie for you.â
For a moment, I thought she was going to argue, but she thought better of it. Eyes still swimming with tears that so far she had not let fall, she nodded and sank back down onto the sofa.
âAll right,â she whispered, as I, too, returned to my seat. âIâll tell you the whole, ugly story.â She clasped her hands together in her lap again, and she stared at those hands instead of looking at me as she began haltingly.
âI grew up really poor,â she said, and I refrained from telling her I already knew that. âMy father left my mother when she was pregnant with me, and she had a real hard time as a single mom. She did her best, and she worked real hard, but . . .â She gave a shrug that was supposed to look careless. âWhatever. Itâs the past. But I just . . . wanted you to have some idea where I was coming from.â
Heather risked a look at me, and I tried to look encouraging despite my natural inclination to cry foul. Growing up poor was not an excuse for whatever it was she was going to confess. It was nothing but a rationalization.
She unfolded her hands and wiped them on her jeans. âMen have been hitting on me since I was about fifteen. It was kind of flattering sometimes, but it got old fast, and some of the men were just gross. Married guys, arrogant pricks, men old enough to be my fatherâor even my grand fatherâall thought I was fair game.â
If she thought I was going to feel sorry for her because she was pretty, she was sorely mistaken. My adoptive sister, Steph, is drop-dead gorgeous and rich to boot. Men hit on her for all the wrong reasons all the time. Yeah, itâs annoying, but as hardships go, itâs not exactly tragic.
Heather cleared her throat. She began fidgeting with a loose thread on the seam of her jeans, then seemed to notice herself doing it and hurried to clasp her hands together again. No doubt about it, she was a nervous fidgeter.
âA couple of years ago, I decided I was going to stop being annoyed about it and use it to my advantage.â Her voice died out, and one of the tears sheâd been suppressing finally leaked from the corner of her eye. She swiped it away with annoyance, but she didnât