âI never really supposed that Apollo would be faithful toyou after the first flush of marriage was over, but I didnât think that he would go a-roving so soon, and quite so near home.â
Dinahâs hands, hovering over the silver teapotâshe had been about to pour them both a second cupâstilled. She dropped them into her lap and said tonelessly, âI really donât know what you are trying to tell me, Violet. It might be better if you spoke plainly, then I would not be able to misunderstand you.â
âOh, I wouldnât want you to misunderstand me,â drawled Violet poisonously, âI thought to spare you a little, but since you wish to bite the bullet, do so by all means. The gossipâand I am astonished that you have not heard itâis that Susanna Winthrop is pregnant, that the father of the child cannot be her husband, and to put it plainlyâas you wishedâthe father happens to be your husband.â
All that Dinah could hear was the relentless ticking of the clock, and something inside her which said, Is that what has been exercising him all this time? An affair with Susanna?
Aloud she said, pleased that the Marquiseâs training appeared to be able to allow her to withstand this appalling newsâsupposing that it was the truthââNow that I do not believe, Violet. It is my understanding that she has been having an affaire with Sir Ratcliffe Heneage, and that Cobie has been troubled over it. He hinted as much to me.â
âOh, you poor dear innocent!â Violet put down her cup and leaned forward commiseratingly. âItâs all a blind, canât you see? I have every reason to know that Sir Ratcliffeâs interest in Susanna Winthrop has been quite innocent, and that she and Apollo have been using it to disguise their own activities. Besides, I am reliably informed that they have been lovers for years, despite the difference in their ages.â
Could this possibly be true? thought Dinah numbly. Orwas it merely Violet being spiteful? Surely Cobie wouldnât betray her with his foster-sisterâand so soon? She thought of their happy days and nights together, but she also thought of what he had said to her more than once, âYou are not to love me, Dinah.â
Was he saying that in order to allow himself to be unfaithful? She felt her throat close. She wanted to scream at Violet, to shriek at her, toâ¦
Instead she said calmly, âWhat nonsense, Violet. I am not foolish enough to expect my husband to be permanently faithful to me. That, I have come to understand, is the way of the world. It puts a different complexion on Motherâs behaviour, doesnât it? Besides, I donât believe he would do this to me so soon after our marriage.â
âBut what did he marry you for?â asked Violet triumphantly. âNot for love, of that I am sure. And having got you, and turned you from a timid little mouse into someone half-way presentable, what on earth is there to keep him faithful, tell me that?â
âCould we drop this as a subject for discussion, Violet?â Dinah was proud of the steadiness of her voice. âSince it is mere speculation on both our parts, it is all rather pointless.â
âWell, if you wish, but you did say that you wanted me to speak plainlyâwhich I have done.â
âAnd I have listened to you. Now, would you like some more tea, and perhaps you could advise me on what to take to Yorkshire. I am afraid my Parisian teacher didnât include that in her training.â
âThe Marquise de Cheverney, wasnât it?â Violet seemed determined to be as poisonous as she could. âAnother of his mistresses, one supposes. Really darling, you were hardly the person to be plunged headfirst into such a galère !â
âPerhaps you might like to describe the kind of personwho would be fit for it,â retorted Dinah glacially, âI doubt whether