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thinking of how nervous she was around him.  “You won’t get rid of me
that easy Dr. Liv Belmont, not a chance,” he whispered as he took another drink.

Chapter Six
    Liv was dazed to say the least.  By the
time she arrived home major confusion and totally overwhelmed were topping the
list.  Here she was a respected psychology professor at one of the most coveted
universities in the country and she was being completely dominated by a man, no
a student, half her age at that.  Not to mention adding Roxanne to the mix of
worries.  “Oh my God!  This could seriously jeopardize my job!  Am I really
willing to let that happen?  What kind of woman allows this to happen to her? 
Certainly not a well- educated one, like me?”  Liv ran her fingers through her
hair as she contemplated her newest dilemma out loud.  She needed to gain
control back over her life, over her mind.  Dave was occupying way too much of
it.  “That’s the problem here.  It’s not just the fact that Dave is so much
younger it’s the fact that I allow him so much power over me. Why?  Why am I
allowing this to happen?”  Liv continued to pace back and forth oblivious to
Rufus, her trusty old black lab.  The poor old dog was faithfully following her
around with his food bowl in his mouth.  “I’m just vulnerable right now. 
That’s all this is about.”  Liv stood quiet for a brief moment.  “Oh who the
hell am I kidding?  It’s the sex!  Oh God, he can fuck!  Oh my God Rufus, I
know I shouldn’t like it.  It’s so wrong.  I mean I’m a professional.  I have
colleagues, bills, research and students that are seeking my professional
knowledge.  I’m a grown up.”  Liv paused in the kitchen.  “But I can’t help
it.   I love it when he fucks me like that!  I know it’s bad, it’s not making
love, it’s so wrong, but it’s way fun!  Oh why can’t I just say screw it!  The
sex is amazing and Dave is actually a welcome distraction from the fact that my
life has just taken a major shit dive.”  Liv poured herself a large glass of
wine and kicked her shoes off as she continued to convince her and Rufus that
she could handle this new affair. Liv took the bowl from his mouth and began
filling it with wine. “Besides, it’s nice not to have an escape and not having
to worry about every damn little thing.  It’s not so bad having someone else
take care of stuff and Dave can take care of stuff.  My God, I even had to initiate
and choreograph the sex when I was with Jim!”  Rufus cocked his head to the
side and let out a grunt.  Liv moved the bowl back and forth slopping wine out
on top of Rufus as she talked. “I sure as hell don’t have to do that with
Dave.  But then again it’s kinda scary having him call all the shots.  I don’t
know if I like the idea of never knowing when he’ll get the urge. ” Finally she
set the bowl down in front of Rufus and headed for the couch.  The old lab
tried out the wine and decided he liked it then joined her on the couch. 
Leaning her head back she released a huge sigh.  “Ok, I’m thinking about this
way too much.”  Morning would bring with it a brand new perspective.  Liv had
plainly come to the conclusion that she’d spent way too many years at the beck
and call of a man.  Jim may have been extremely passive.  However, that did
force her to take the lead in everything.  So in a very strong sense he was as
controlling as Dave appeared to be.  No she wouldn’t fall for this again, not
at this stage of her life.  Life was now going to be on her terms.  If she were
going to allow Dave his domineering attitude in the bedroom she intended to be
the one to decide when and where she would allow him to take possession of her
body.  Of course, this included letting him do what he wanted to with it while
he fucked her, as he so eloquently put it.  The psychologist inside her head
was jumping up and down screaming, “You don’t know where this could