tension.
âYour hair smells good,â he says, and it is like an electric shock when he touches it and it falls from behind my ear across my cheek.
Completely thrown, I gasp, âYes, of course anyone can go in.â
He looks at me and across at the gallery. âWhy do you think that?â
We are standing in one anotherâs body heat. Or rather I am in his, as my body heat is around zero. No coat. I shiver. âBecause this is the private view.â
âIs it? How do you know?â
âHow do I know? Umm. I was at it.â
I just canât say they are my pictures. It is too much of an exposure for this delicately balanced game; it will change everything. Really I am just scared. He touches my elbow and my nerves thrill as if he has run a feather along the inside of my arm and down the length of my body. I look back at him and both of us canât help smiling.
He takes my hand. âDid you come with someone? They will be wondering where you are,â he says, then frowns. âAnd why are you out here by yourself with no coat? Why did you leave the private view?â He laughs and squeezes my hand. âAnd while weâre at it, what did you say your name is?â
I laugh. âShall we start again? My name is Grace, Icanât believe you forgot that already, and Iâm doing the same as you are out here, Iâm standing around looking at the lights. Youâre right, it was a mistake to come out with no coat, and now I wish I had one.â My red dress glows like an ember but gives off no heat.
His voice is low and gentle. âIâm sorry, I was looking at you and I forgot to listen to your name, I mean your surname, because I know youâre called Grace.â A car hisses past on the damp road, and the quiet between us is as intense as any words. âAnd I was just thinking what a coincidence it is that we met here, tonight. Itâs auspicious.â
âIs it? Why?â
He takes his coat off and holds it out on his finger. âWell, for a start, you might be cold?â he asks hopefully. âAnd if you are, I can give you this.â
I bite my lip, suddenly shy. âWhy do you think itâs a coincidence? Isnât it just a random meeting?â
He shakes his head. âNo, I donât think so.â He shakes the coat, making me laugh.
âYou look like a bullfighter. Iâm fine, really,â I say.
âOh really?â He swirls the coat around my shoulders and his warmth settles all over me. The coat smells of wax and oil and inside it I feel soft and safe.
âThatâs nice,â I whisper. My protective shell has dropped off. A random selection of soft, shell-less items float into my head, including an open oyster, a jellyfish, and an un-formed egg, its shell collapsed like the overused ping pong ball I found in the hen house at my Aunt Sophieâs house when I was six. But these images only veil my true intent; Iâm looking at Ryderâsmouth and wanting more than anything on earth for him to kiss me.
I put my hand over my mouth to wipe away desire and hide the huge smile breaking from within me, as I stand cocooned in the coat as though in an embrace. Ryder wanders away along the sea front. His hair is dark in the night light, and he is incongruous in the winter street with no coat on. He doesnât seem to mind; he looks completely at home on the harbour. He is turning away, but he stops and is back next to me in a moment. âBeing chivalrous is the best excuse not to go back to the boat yet. Iâm with a big ship, you see. Weâre leaving tonight.â
âHow can you be with a ship? Are you a sailor?â Confused, I rattle through my thoughts aloud. âOh, and this is an encounter out of one of those old musicals.
Singing in the Rain
, maybe?â
He frowns. âYes. No. Iâd prefer
On the Waterfront
.â
âOh yes. That fits.â
Ryder lights a cigarette and