quietly. That was the way she always approached JohnâSeth would be no different.
He reentered the room alone. Rebecca sat down on the couch and motioned for him to take the chair across from her. She decided that since he asked to speak to her, sheâd let him go first.
Seth sat down but leaned forward on the edge of the seat, placing his brown hat on his knee. âMrs. Young, I get the impression that you donât care for the way Iâm running things around here.â He lifted his right eyebrow as if to accent his statement.
Rebecca chose her words carefully. âI have my concerns. Youâve been here one day and I canât say what you are doing is good or bad.â
âBut?â
She took a deep breath. âBut I didnât think my two youngest boys would be working with the Pony Express.â
He sat back. âSo you are objecting to me swearing Noah and Benjamin in as employees of the Pony Express?â
âYes.â She knitted her fingers together and laid them in her lap. âWell, no.â She shrugged to hide her confusion. âI know you included Beni so he could feel important. Iâm grateful.â To her annoyance she heard herself start to stammer. She forced her voice to steady and reined in her thoughts. âI just feel Noah is too young and small to be a rider and Beni shouldnât be burdened with such a heavy workload.â She searched his eyes, looking for signs of anger.
Seth offered her a grin. âBenjamin is too young to ride. Thatâs why I made him Jacobâs assistant. The boy wants to prove himself and who would be a better teacher than his oldest brother?â
Rebecca recognized a spark of amusement in his gaze and relaxed a little. âYes, Beni wants to do what his big brothers do.â
âAs for Noah, Jacob seems to think Noah is the best horseman on the farm and stated that he is good with his gun. Both are important skills I need in riders.â
She clutched her hands tightly in her lap. âBut heâs twelve and Iâve only had him a few months. I donât know if heâs ready for this responsibility.â Rebecca searched Sethâs face. Did he understand what she was saying?
Seth leaned forward again. âWhat do you mean youâve only had him a few months?â His eyes searched hers, looking for what she could only assume was both confusion and truth.
âNoah is adopted, Mr. Armstrong. All of the boys are. I thought Mr. Bromley would have told you that.â From the look on his face it was obvious Seth hadnât known.
âNo, he didnât,â Seth said. âI thought it odd that none of them look like you or each other. Wellââ his voice broke in midsentence ââexcept Joy, she looks like you.â He offered her a smile.
Rebecca couldnât help but smile. âJoy is my daughter by birth. She is the only child John and I have. But that doesnât change the fact that I love the boys just as much as I do Joy and I donât want to see them get hurt...or die.â
Seth met her gaze and held it. Sincerity rang through his voice as he vowed, âI promise as long as I am the station keeper here, I will do everything in my power to keep the boys safe and alive. Safety is the reason I will teach them how to ride, shoot and avoid trouble while out on the trail.â
She understood that the boys would be in danger and that she didnât consider them to really be men. The orphanage had called them men at the age of twelve, the same age as Noah, but to her they were still her little boys.
âI know you are still concerned and I canât blame you. Being a Pony Express employee is dangerous. The only thing I can do is teach them how to survive and pray that God keeps them safe. Itâs either that or I fire them all and have Mr. Bromley send me a new set of men.â He shook his head. âI really donât want to do that, Mrs.