Iâm just going to pray there arenât any broken bodies along the way.â
Brian lowered his head. âNo, I didnât drive. I had a few drinks at a bar downtown and got a ride to Nickâs from a friend. Sat out on the porch and had another few beers there. I didnât drive.â
âGood. Finish that and Iâll take you home.â
Brian stared at him, shaking his head. âI know that Nancy came to you all the time. So sometimes I wonderâ¦hell, with everything she must have saidâ¦why donât you just go ahead and tear me to pieces?â
âIt would be illegal for me to kill you. And Iâm a cop. That would make it really bad.â
Brian tried to form a smile; it came out more like a grimace.
âYeah, but you could beat the shit out of me. Self-defense. Iâve given you cause a time or two. Why donât you do it? Would it make you feel guilty?â
âNo,â Jake said flatly.
âThenâ¦?â
âBecause she loved you. And I loved her.â The other man looked up, startled, and Jake hastened to add, âI didnât say that Iâd slept with her, Brian, just that I loved her. And she always believed there was something decent in you. Damned if I can see it, but it must be there. Soâ¦finish that coffee and Iâll get you home.â
Brian stared at him, bowed his head again and nodded. He drank the coffee and quietly asked for another cup. After that, he went into the head and cleaned himself up a bit.
Brian had left his jacket at Nickâs; they stopped for it.
Nick was behind the bar, working with Sharon, the woman heâd been dating for nearly a year, and with whom, Nick had informed Jake, heâd fallen in love. At his age. Love. She tolerated his almost twenty-four-hour work schedule. In fact, it was fine with her, since she was into real estate. She put in long days herself, sometimesâsometimes followed by days and days with little or nothing to do. She liked politics, though, and was planning on learning a lot more. She wanted to run for local office.
They hadnât seemed like a pair to hit it off so well. But then, who the hell was he to tell?
Nick arched a brow when Jake walked in with Brian. âEverything all right?â
âJust fine.â
âCouldnât be better,â Brian said.
âYou didnât come for another drink?â Sharon asked Brian warily.
âIâm going to drive Brian home. He left his jacket here. We just came to pick it up.â
âOh,â Nick said, looking from one of them to the other.
âI can drive him, if you like, Jake,â Sharon offered quietly.
âNo, thanks, Iâll get him back home.â
Brian threw an arm around his shoulders. âYeah, weâre fine. Jake and me, weâre like brothers.â He grinned. âIâd get him home if heâd had a few too many. You knowâshare and share alike.â
âLetâs go, Brian.â
Luckily, Brian remembered directions, since he was in a new apartment. The flight attendantâs name was Norma. She seemed like a decent woman, coming to the door with concern in her eyes when Brian couldnât quite work the key. Brian managed to introduce Jake without making snide comments. She was nothing like Nancy. Norma was short, fair and incredibly soft-spoken. Jake realized that heâd met her once on a trip upstate; she laughed and told him she remembered him, as well.
âWell, hell, why not?â Brian muttered. Those words brought a frown of confusion to the young womanâs brow, and Jake was tempted to deck him again.
âIâll get him into bed for you and get his shoes off,â Jake said instead.
âThe first door upstairs,â Norma said. âI think Iâll get him a few aspirin and some water. That might help him tomorrow morning. Did he fall?â
Jake pretended he didnât hear. Brian was leaning on him heavily. He