was
visible. When she completed the rest of the word, and the
apartment was sufficiently coated, they left the building and
waited for Detective Sevag Makhoulian to report the crime.
5
Amanda Davies arrived home at eight o'clock. She
called it home even though it was anything but. The
reality was it was the home of her friend and coworker
Darcy Lapore, and Darcy was campaigning for most altruistic human being on the planet by allowing Amanda
to stay there.
Living here wasn't what she'd expected after coming
to New York for law school. She figured she'd graduate
from NYU near the top of her class, which she did, then
find a cushy job in some high-profile firm and become
one of those high-powered career women who had brassy
blond hair (hers was auburn, so this would be tricky),
wear smart Hillary Clinton pantsuits, get married at
thirty-six, kids at thirty-nine, realize by fifty that you
never really spent much time with your family, sixty
before you realized you were never really happy in your
marriage and my, didn't life go by fast?
Instead, she met a guy named Henry Parker who changed
her world. Well, part of it was her own doing, choosing the
not-for-profit sector of legal aid rather than one of those
cushy jobs. She didn't make the money most New York
lawyers did, but she was pretty sure she slept better at night.
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It took a few years, but looking back Amanda realized
how much of her life she'd missed. It was as if she'd taken
her expected life and turned it around. Her parents had
died when she was young, and after being shuttled back
and forth for years, she was adopted by a kind couple
named Lawrence and Harriet Stein. The Steins were everything foster parents could be. Except for real parents.
Amanda went through the first twenty years of her life
without knowing a real relationship of any kind, and she
didn't figure that would get any better.
Then she met Henry in extraordinary circumstances,
literally picking him up on the side of the road, later to
find out he was wanted for murder. Thankfully he was
innocent. That would have been a deal breaker.
They'd leaped into a relationship faster than either of
them knew what they were doing, and for a while it was
good. Really good. Then just as they met under extraordinary circumstances, so were they torn apart. Henry
broke up with her for reasons that he believed were noble,
but devastated them both. And after some tentative patchwork, they'd decided to give it another go. Slowly this
time. They were starting like they should have from the
beginning. Movies. Dinner. Holding hands while walking
through Central Park, picnic lunches on the Great Lawn.
She'd moved in with Henry too quickly last time. For
now, Darcy would do, but every night spent in that cold
guest room, with the hard mattress that was meant more
for show than for use, with the artificial orchids everywhere and paint so white that it seemed to have been
bleached of all personality, she couldn't wait for the day
when she could feel his warmth next to her every night,
where she could lean her head on his chest whenever she
felt like it and listen to the beating of his heart. She craved
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that intimacy, that security. He needed it, too, she knew
it. But if it took a few extra months to build protection
for the rest of their lives, she supposed she could wait.
The alternative would have been unbearable.
When she used her spare key to open the apartment
door, she had to fumble around in the hallway for the light
switch. It wasn't by the door like it would be in a normal
apartment. The hallway light was part of some intricate
module by the entrance of the atrium that controlled all
the lights in the house. That was one of the things she
loved about Henry's previous apartments. There were no
modules, and definitely no atrium.
Once she found the panel and turned on every light in
the house before finding the one to her