enough to evade us for long. Weâll find him.â
Louis rubbed his shoulder, wishing the doctor would hurry up. Heâd been here over an hour. âYou donât have to wait,â he told Wainwright. âIâll get home.â
âHow? Cabs will charge you an arm and a leg to take you out to the islands. I brought you here, Iâll wait.â
Louis glanced at the mirror above the sink, and could see Wainwright staring at him. He wished Wainwright would just go. His ribs were throbbing and he felt like a fool. Tossed into the water like a damn fish.
âLouis, we need to get a few things clear here.â
Donât lecture me.
âHave you ever done PI work before?â Wainwright asked.
âNo.â
âThe first thing you learn is that you donât have a badge on anymore.â
âI know that.â
âIâm not so sure you do. You had no right to chase Levon, no authority to apprehend him or anyone else. I told you that you were just an observer, there out of courtesy. You donât listen very well.â
Louis stirred with anger. âI figured I could catch him.â
âAnd what if you had hurt him in the process? What if you had choked the fucker by accident? What if he fell into the water and drowned? What then? Youâd be charged with assault or manslaughter and my department would be sued and Iâd be fired. And I donât want to be fired.â
Jesus. His instincts had just taken over. When Levon ran, he went after him. He hadnât given it a second thought.
âI donât have a problem with you hanging around trying to help Roberta Tatum,â Wainwright said. âBut you donât have the right to detain people, assault anyone, or run after goddamn suspects. You can hang out at the office, and ask all the questions you want. But thatâs all. The next time you touch a suspect, you better make damn sure itâs in self-defense.â
âI just reacted, thatâs all.â
âYouâre not hearing me. Itâs more than that. I donât want you dead, either.â Wainwright turned toward the wall. When he didnât say anything for several seconds, Louis snuck a glance at him.
âI can take care of myself,â he said.
Wainwright turned. âBefore I joined the bureau, I spent a few years on a beat in Michigan. We had this hotshot reporter who begged us to take him on ride-alongs. Most times, he was bored stiff. Then one night, we got caught up in a domestic where shots were fired. I told him to stay in the car. He didnât.â
Louis shook his head slowly. âHe wasnât a cop.â
Wainwright stared at him. He didnât have to say it. It was in his eyes. Neither are you .
The doctor came in, holding the X ray. âItâs not dislocated, nothingâs broken,â he told Louis. âItâs bruised and youâve strained the tendons, but itâll be fine after the swelling goes down. Iâd keep it stationary for a few days, though.â
Louis slid off the table and picked up his shirt. He tried to put it on without straining the shoulder, but it dropped behind his back and he couldnât reach it. Wainwright stepped forward and held the sleeve out for him. Louis slipped into it.
The doctor looked at Wainwright. âYou want the bill sent to the department, Chief?â
Wainwright nodded.
The doctor handed Louis a prescription. âBe careful, Officer.â
The doctor left and Louis started to button his shirt slowly. Okay, the doc was wrong; he wasnât a cop. But Wainwright was wrong, too; he wasnât a PI, either. So what the hell was he?
He remembered a cold night not so long ago. A cop named Jesse, talking as they drove through the dark Michigan woods.
Itâs what we are, Louis. Taking the uniform off at night doesnât change a damn thing.
Itâs not what I am, Jess. Iâm a man first, a cop second.
Talk to me in twenty