him. â Me â erde, â he repeats. âIâm not going to say his words.â He turns to Danielle. âWhatâs he going to do? Shoot us â every one? Howâs he going to get his million, or whatever he wants, if weâre all dead? Iâm here for El Salvador. For the people. To learn. Do they even know? Why we came âere?â
Pepe looks towards Danielle too, his eyes glowing with interest. Heâs waiting for the Spanish. But Danielle canât produce it. Why is she here? Not for the same reasons as Pierre who, for all his bluster, probably really has come on this observational delegation because of his idealism and for its stated aim of seeing how rural Salvadorans live, listening to their stories about the trouble a foreign mine is causing them. Danielleâs own agenda goes so far beyond this her tongue cannot form words for it. Which might be reasonable enough, except that Pepe is reaching for his gun â his second, smaller one. As he untucks it from the belt of his fatigues, Danielle flashes back to the moment on the bus, just after Pierre pissed his pants. His eyes werenât only red and scared. They were vicious. He was humiliated, belittled. He looks exactly like that now, as Pepe rushes him. Heâs still wearing the same pants.
âI am not a tourist,â Pierre yells. âYou have to listen.â
Pepe picks the young man up by the collar with one fist. Pepe is shorter by nearly a foot, but he has heavy, muscular legs and those big, dense arms that Danielle knows firsthand are capable of applying crushing pressure. He pushes Pierre backwards, towards a tree, which the young man thumps against hard.
Antoine steps forward, as if to help, but Tina has the good sense to put a hand to his chest before any of the kidnappers can react.
â Daniela! â says Pepe, raising his voice to Pierre but addressing her.
Right. Translation. Danielle stutters out in Spanish everything Pierre has said about the delegation coming to El Salvador for the people, that they arenât tourists.
Taking in this information, Pepe still seems relatively calm, like heâs confident that he can intimidate Pierre out of whatever notions of bravery have gripped his immature mind. He doesnât even raise his voice. âTell this desgraciado puto that if heâs ready to die for El Salvador, to say one more word.â
Danielle translates through sudden tears.
âTell him I think heâs bluffing,â says Pierre, seething.
âNo, Pierre! Donât do this,â Danielle says, but immediately regrets it. Her words sound chastising, parental. She imagines Aida hearing them, crossing her arms. âJust stop, please,â she implores. âStop talking.â
âWhy should I? He has to listen â to you especially. Youâre the one who wrote abou ââ Pierre catches himself, changes tack. âYouâre supposed to be the leader!â
But itâs too late. Pepe pins Pierre by the neck and turns to Danielle, his laser eyes finding hers. âWhat did he say?â
âHe says. . .â
âTell me!â Pepe yells, and Danielle can see that his calm is breaking, ready to splinter like a homemade bomb. His gun is pressed directly to Pierreâs head.
Danielle knows that they are all going to suffer for Pierreâs big mouth. For her past, too. She wishes sheâd burned those letters. Then she wouldnât even be here. She and Aida couldâve gone on like before. âHe says you should listen to us.â
âHe said âwrote.â What about writing? Who wrote?â Then, though he seems already to understand, Pepe repeats at the top of his lungs âWHO?â
âI did,â says Danielle.
âWhen?â
âI came to write about la guerrilla .â Sheâs scrambling again, needs to rescue herself. âIt was just a student newspaper, and they took â I lost my notes.
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