enthusiasm. âYou mustnât devour your ice that way,â he would tell her. Or, âItâs not necessary to clap so loudly at every joke Punch makes.â Or, âIf you hug the scullery maid like that, Antonia, youâll lose her respect.â In the end, though, his daughterâs joyous nature proved too strong for Mr. Dalzell, who adored her completely. She continued to squeeze her small delights to herself as she did the kittens he took forcibly from her each time they moved on.
Mr. Dalzell was the one fixed point in Antoniaâs life. She loved him utterly.
They chanced to be in Paris on her sixteenth birthday, and to celebrate he took her to hear Madame Galli-Marié in his favorite opera, Alceste . During the intrada he was taken with a chill. By the time they reached their hotel a fever shuddered through his narrow frame.
Antonia, terrified, cabled the uncle she had never met. The half brothers had not exchanged a letter in more than ten years, yet the Major set out immediately for Paris, a gesture that bound Antonia to him in grateful love. Eventually the Major brought them to Detroit.
V
Antonia closed the door quietly. âGood afternoon, Father,â she said.
Mr. Dalzell sat in an armchair by the fire, a bed pillow propping his head, his hands resting laxly on knees, slippered feet parallel. His maroon dressing gown moved perceptibly with each breath. Strands of hair were neatly combed across his bald skull, his jaw was faintly rosy from recent shaving. The petulant lines around his mouth had relaxed so his narrow lips were serene.
âIâm sorry Iâm late, Father,â she said. âI was talking to Mr. Bridger, heâs mending Uncle Andrewâs clockâheâs the best engineer at the factory. Father, itâs just as well you didnât meet him.â She tilted her head. âDo you want to know why?â
Rain dashed against the windows.
When Mr. Dalzell blinked, Antonia answered her question. âYou love the past, and for him itâs all the future. Heâs inventing a machine thatâll take the place of a carriage. Heâs positive itâll change the world. Heâs very unusual.â
Firelight glowed on her enthusiasm. She believed, as she believed in God, that her father retained his critical mind, and she wanted him to like Tom. Accordingly, she described Tomâs ability to restore an eighteenth-century clock.
After a few minutes she selected a bonbon from a large beribboned box, nibbling the milk chocolate coating from the nougat below, sitting on the chaise near him, her knees drawn up luxuriously, opening a book to its leather marker. ââNatasha had not a free moment all day,ââ she read, ââand not once had time to think what lay before her. In the damp chill air, in the closeness and half dark of the swaying carriage, she pictured to herself for the first time what was in store for her at the ball, in the brightly lighted hallâmusic, flowers, dancing, and the tzar, all the brilliant young people of Petersburg. The prospect before her was so splendid.â¦ââ
Antoniaâs voice grew dreamy as it always did when she read the scenes about willful, wonderful Natasha who embraced love. Mr. Dalzellâs eyes closed, his chin dropped, and Nurse Girardin, having returned, covered him with a crocheted afghan.
âFather listened longer today,â Antonia said, shutting her leather-bound War and Peace .
â Oui .â
âHeâs getting better. Definitely improving. Donât you agree?â
Nurse Girardin lifted Mr. Dalzellâs feet to the ottoman. She had never heard of a recovery in a case like Mr. Dalzellâs. Antonia was gazing at her hopefully, though, and the nurse had become very fond of the girl. â Certainement ,â she said.
Antonia flushed and left the sickroom. She leaned against the black walnut paneling, her eyes squeezed shut, her
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