the car.
He gets my boots and socks,
and I pull them on.
âReady.â I grab the pack from the backseat
and hand him his walking stick.
We lock up.
âHereâs the trail.â He starts off
through the bushes.
I follow.
Ferns stretch over the path.
Sun shafts slice between the firs.
I breathe in the sweet
growing, decaying smell.
The moss is spongy under my feet.
Grandpa leads the way.
I follow.
âWow. Look at those roots
on that fallen tree, Grandpa.
They must be twelve feet across.â
âLooks like an old cedar.â
The trail switches back,
and we walk the length of the downed tree.
âSure the forest is beautiful.
But donât you think
this rotting tree is awesome too?â
Grandpa says, âDefinitely.â
He puts his arm
around my shoulder. âLook at all the life
that can grow on it now.â
Moss, baby ferns, even a couple little trees
are springing from its side.
âAmazing,â I whisper.
I pull back my tights
and dip my feet in the river.
âAhhhh.â
Grandpa laughs at me.
âWhat? It feels great!â I say.
âIâm sure.â He gathers up our trash
and tucks it into the pack.
The water burbles around my ankles.
The cold prickles and needles my skin.
I yank my feet out.
Mmmmm.
The rock is warm,
and my wet footprints
evaporate in seconds.
A ladybug creeps onto my hand,
then flies off.
The alpine meadow rustles around us.
âHear that?â asks Grandpa.
âThe marmots?â
âWe always called them whistling pigs.â
I laugh.
The whistles drift away.
âSo youâre really getting ready
for ski season, Grandpa?â
âWouldnât miss it for anything.â
âBut youâll wear the helmet Mom got you?â
âYes, I will.
And no backcountry without a buddy.â
âGreat. That sounds a little safer.â
âYou can join me if you want,â he jibes.
âYeah, right.
You know I hate heights, cold, and speed.â
âThat about describes the entire ski experience.â
âExactly. The only time I like speed
is when Iâm spinning on pointe.â
âFair is fair. You speed across the floor
on your tiptoes,
and Iâll shoosh down the slopes.â
âDeal.â I grin.
He stretches and gets up.
âTime to go, Clare.â
I pull on my socks and boots.
We hike down the dimming trail
side by side.
âWhoa!â
âGrandpa!â I catch his arm.
He regains his balance.
Little pebbles
tumble over the side of the hill.
He squeezes my hand. âThanks, love.â
âSure. This switchback is steep.â
âAnd Iâm old. Iâd actually
do better on a pair of skis.â
âI bet!â
He gives me a shaky laugh
and grips his walking stick
for the next step.
I keep close by.
Grandpa steers the car
down the dark dirt road.
I tilt up his old Army canteen.
Nothing. âIâm so thirsty.â
âIâm sorry I didnât bring more water.
I forget how much you drink after class.â
âThatâs okay. Thanks for sharing yours.â
âWe should always bring tablets to purify
the river water.â
âYeah.â I screw the cap back on.
We pass a deer crossing sign.
I suck in some air through my teeth.
âWhat?â asks Grandpa.
âOh, the deer sign makes me nervous
that one is going to jump out in front of us.â
âIâm watching. You help.â
The car bumps along,
its headlights bouncing and jarring.
âThere!â I yelp.
Grandpa slows the car.
A doe is running up the hill
away from the road.
She leaps gracefully
over the rocky ridge
and disappears in the dark.
âBeautiful,â we say together.
Thousands of tiny ladybugs
pour out of my heart
and rush over my body.
Iâm covered head to toe,
and they begin to glow.
I dance in front of the black sky
perfectly.
Faster and higher.
Spinning and