dancing.
James realized, to his overwhelming disgust, that this was yet another thing Matthew was good at.
âBest of three,â he suggested.
Matthewâs staff was a blur between his hands, suddenly. James did not have time to shift position before a jarring blow landed on the arm that was holding his staff, then his left shoulder so he could not defend. James blocked the staff when it came toward his midsection, but that turned out to be a feint. Matthew scythed him off at the knees again and James wound up flat on his back in the grass. Again.
Matthewâs face came into view. He was laughing, as usual. âWhy stop at three?â he asked. âI can stand around and beat you all day.â
James hooked his staff behind Matthewâs ankles and tripped him up. He knew it was wrong, but in the moment he did not care.
Matthew landed on the grass with a surprised âOof!â which James found briefly satisfying. Once there, he seemed happy enough to lie in the grass. James found himself being regarded by one brown eye amid the greenery.
âYou know,â Matthew said slowly, âmost people like me.â
âWell . . . congratulations!â James snapped, and scrambled to his feet.
It was the exact wrong moment to stand up.
It should have been the last moment of Jamesâs life. Perhaps because he thought it would be the last, it seemed to stretch out, giving James time to see it all: how the battering ram had flown through the hands of Christopherâs team in the wrong direction. He saw the horrified faces of the whole team, even Christopher paying attention for once. He saw the great wooden log, sailing directly at him, and heard Matthew scream a warning much too late. He saw Ragnor Fell jump up, his deck chair flying, and lift his hand.
The world transformed into sliding grayness, everything still moving slower than James was. Everything was sliding and insubstantial: the battering ram came at him and through him, unable to hurt him; it was like being splashed with water. James lifted a hand and saw the gray air full of stars.
It was Ragnor who had saved him, James thought as the world tipped from bright, strange grayness into black. This was warlock magic.
He did not know until later that the Academy class had all watched, expecting to see a scene of carnage and death, and instead seen a black-haired boy dissolve and change from one of their own into a shadow cast by nothing, a wicked cutout into the abyss behind the world, dark and unmistakable in the afternoon sun. What had been inevitable death, something the Shadowhunters were used to, became something strange and more terrible.
He did not know until later how right he was. It was warlock magic.
*Â Â Â Â *Â Â Â Â *
When James woke up, it was night, and Uncle Jem was there.
James reared up from his bed and threw himself into Uncle Jemâs arms. He had heard some people found the Silent Brothers frightening, with their silent speech and their stitched eyes, but to him the sight of a Silent Brotherâs robe always meant Uncle Jem, always meant steadfast love.
âUncle Jem!â he gasped out, arms around his neck, face buried in his robe, safe for a moment. âWhat happened? Why do IâI felt so strange, and now youâre here, andââ
And the presence of a Silent Brother in the Academy meant nothing good. Father was always inventing excuses for Uncle Jem to come to themâonce he had claimed a flowerpot was possessed by a demon. But this was Idris, and a Silent Brother would be summoned to Shadowhunter children only in a time of need.
âAm Iâhurt?â asked James. âIs Matthew hurt? He was with me.â
Nobody is hurt, said Uncle Jem. Thanks be to the Angel. It is only that there is now a heavy burden for you to bear, Jamie.
And the knowledge spilled out from Uncle Jem to James, silent and cold as a grave opening, and yet with Uncle Jemâs watchful