thoroughly,â Marcella Williams said, interrupting Georgette.
âJack, Mommyâs fine. Weâre getting up.â I swung my legs around and, ignoring the wave of dizziness, leaned one hand on the arm of the couch for balance and pulled myself to my feet. I could see the look of protest on Alexâs face, the concern in his eyes. âAlex, you know how busy this week has been,â I said. âI simply need to get the movers to put your big chair and a hassock in one of the bedrooms and let me take it easy for a couple of hours.â
âThe ambulance is dispatched, Ceil,â Alex told me. âYouâll let them check you over?â
âYes.â
I had to get rid of Georgette Grove and Marcella Williams. I looked directly at them. âI know youâll understand if I just want to rest quietly,â I said.
âOf course,â Grove agreed. âAnd, Iâll take care of everything outside.â
âMaybe youâd like a cup of tea,â Marcella Williams offered, clearly unwilling to leave.
Alex put his hand under my arm. âWe donât want to keep you, Mrs. Williams. If youâll excuse us, please.â
The wail of a siren told us that the ambulance had arrived.
The EMT examined me in the second-floorroom that had once been my playroom. âYou got kind of a nasty shock, I would say,â he observed. âAnd with what happened outside, I can understand why. Take it easy for the rest of the day, if thatâs possible. A cup of tea with a shot of whiskey wouldnât hurt, either.â
The sounds of furniture being hauled around seemed to be coming from every direction. I remembered how after my trial, the Kelloggs, my fatherâs distant cousins from California, came to take me back with them. I asked them to drive past the house. An auction was going on at which they were selling all the furniture and rugs and fixtures and china and paintings.
I remember watching them carry out the desk that used to be in that corner, the one that Iâd used when I drew pictures of pretty rooms. Remembering how awful that moment had been for that little girl in the car who was driving away with virtual strangers, I felt tears streaming from my eyes.
âMrs. Nolan, maybe you should come to the hospital.â The EMT was in his fifties, fatherly looking, with a full head of gray hair and bushy eyebrows.
âNo, absolutely not.â
Alex was leaning over me, brushing the tears from my cheeks. âCelia, I have to go outside and say something to those reporters. Iâll be right back.â
âWhere did Jack go?â I whispered.
âThe moving guy in the kitchen asked Jack to help him unpack the groceries. Heâs fine.â
Not trusting myself to speak, I nodded and felt Alex slip a handkerchief into my hand. Alone, desperately as I tried, I could not stem the river of tears that poured from my eyes.
I canât hide anymore, I thought. I canât live in horror that someone will find out about me. I have to tell Alex. I have to be honest. Better Jack learns about me when heâs young than have the story hit him in twenty years.
When Alex came back, he slid down beside me on the chair and lifted me onto his lap. âCeil, what is it? It canât be just the condition of the house. What else is upsetting you?â
I felt the tears finally stop, and an icy calm come over me. Maybe this was the moment to tell him. âThat story Georgette Grove told about the child who accidentally killed her mother . . . â I began.
âGeorgetteâs spin isnât the one I heard from Marcella Williams,â Alex interrupted. âAccording to her, that kid should have been convicted. She must have been a little monster. After she shot and killed her mother she kept on shooting the stepfather until the pistol was empty. Marcella says that it came out in court that it took a lot of strength to pull the trigger of