Joeâs further questions he described a small, rather dark man, middle-aged, maybe forty. Smokey thought he was Italian. âNot long outside,â he threw in.
âHunh,â Joe grunted. âThis guy connected?â
âSeemed likely,â Smokey said. âHeâd been away for a while. Not quite comfortable in his new clothes. Stands to one side, looking at things without looking, you know?â
Joe knew. But the name Sidney didnât mean anything to him and he wondered if it should.
âHe dropped the name kind of odd, mumbled or something,â Smokey said. âI didnât quite catch it. Ray!â He called to the young bartender and beckoned. When the man came over he asked, âThatguy who was in here? Aksed about Joe, here.â Smokey nodded toward Joe. âDid he say his name was Sidney? Or what was that?â
Ray nodded to Joe. âI thought he asked about Sidney. You know, first about Mr. Service. I said I never heard of him. Then he said something about Sidney someone. I thought he meant another guy. I said I never heard of Sidney.â Ray shot his eyebrows upward in an expression of incomprehension. âOf course, he could of been asking about Sid Kiprovica, but I didnât think of that. I doubt he was asking about him. Sid never comes in here anymore, not since you eighty-sixed him last winter.â
They chatted about Kiprovica for a minute or two. Joe didnât know him, had never known him. A man of no consequence, it seemed. Nobody was interested in Kip, a shiftless drunk on disability from the mines.
The trouble with this was that the only Sid that Joe could think of was Helenâs late father, whom Joe had met a couple of times but could hardly claim as an acquaintance, even if by now he knew rather more about the man than he wanted to. In some way, Big Sid Sedlacek had been a key figure in Joeâs history, since it was Carmineâs ill-advised hit on him that had led to Joeâs involvement with Helen, and, subsequently, his difficulties with his old employers, the mob. Those issues were long resolved, Joe felt. But . . . he had to face it, with the mob some things are never over until theyâre over. Still, damn, that was years ago. Heâd known that, once Humphrey died, heâd never be employed by the mob again. So heâd let that phase of his life expire, without much thought about it. It was over. On to whatever was next.
What was next was now so different. He was finding it difficult to get his mind back into the old track, the Life. He was no longer involved in the Life, the Inside. He felt an unfamiliar pang, and realized for the first time how completely heâd left that old life behind. He wondered if he could ever find his way back, if hewanted to. He didnât miss it, but he had to admit that he felt disconnected.
This must be one of those watershed moments, he thought. His life had changed and he hadnât even noticed how much, until now.
He assured Smokey that it was of no consequence. Unless, of course, the guy reappeared, asking more questions. They passed on to other chitchat. They even discussed fishing. Smokey was a devotee of the Big Hole, a good fishing river south of Butte. They discussed the salmonfly hatch, always a topic of conversation for fly-fishing enthusiasts. The hatch had been good, but it was history. Smokey didnât get out much anymore, but heâd be glad to take Joe fishing on the Big Hole. He had a good boat. The Big Hole could only really be fished by drift boat.
Then Smokey made a mistake. He seemed eager to be friendly, but he started talking about the explosion and fire that had wrecked Joeâs old place, down in the Ruby Valley. âI didnât have nothinâ to do with that, you know, Joe,â he said.
âItâs all right, Smoke,â Joe said, for what he thought must be the tenth time. âForget it.â
But Smokey wouldnât let it drop.