didnât mean nothing.â
Donnally noticed that the two were carrying textbooks and concluded that theyâd just been playing a part theyâd learned in the neighborhood.
âItâs okay.â He pointed at her books. âGood luck in school.â He then headed toward the Rojosâ apartment, three doors down.
Donnally knocked, waited, and watched the peephole go dark. Five seconds later, he heard the sound of a chain chinking as it was unhooked and then the click-thunk of a deadbolt sliding.
The elderly woman heâd seen in the window earlier opened the door. She had a wide Indian face and dark skin. He guessed she was Magdalena Rojo, Edgar Sr.âs mother and Juniorâs grandmother.She was drying her hands with a dishtowel. Five-year-old twins sat on the couch behind her watching television. They glanced up at him as they would at Juniorâs parole officer come to do a search for drugs and weapons, with a mix of familiarity and anxiety on their faces, then focused again on the screen.
Magdalena waited for him to speak.
âMy name is Harlan Donnally and I wantedââ
âTo start a riot?â
She didnât smile.
Donnally shook his head. âI havenât spent much time in San Francisco in the last ten years, so I didnât know about the Muslim Nation moving in here.â
âThey havenât moved in here yet, at least into this building, but they will.â She glanced toward the direction from which the Nation members had marched that afternoon. âTheyâve only gotten as far as the next block.â
Magdalena backed away from the threshold and gestured with her free hand toward the interior, inviting him to enter. He stepped inside. She closed the door and pointed at the kids, and then down the hallway. Donnally wondered whether they were Juniorâs children, her great-grandchildren. Without giving Donnally another look, they turned off the television and walked down the hall and closed the bedroom door behind them.
Magdalena led him to the dining table and they sat down. The surface was still wet from wiping after dinner, and the apartment had the limey smell of corn tortillas mixed with the earthy aroma of pinto beans.
âYou wanted?â
Donnally knew that question would be coming from whoever had answered the door, but other than knowing he wouldnât mentionJudge McMullin, he hadnât decided on how he would answer it, until just then.
âIâm trying to understand why I was shot ten years ago when I was a cop.â
Magdalena drew back a little, her body tensed.
âAnd not because I think your grandson was involved. The guy who shot me is dead.â
âDid you kill him?â
Her words came across less as an accusation and more as an attempt to position herself in relation to him. Was she sitting across from a man whoâd taken a life?
âNot because I wanted to. He was coming at me firing. I was caught in a cross fire between Norteños and Sureños over on Mission Street.â
Magdalenaâs gaze shifted toward the television for a second, then back at Donnally.
âI saw it on the news. You were lying by the curb.â
Donnally nodded.
âI think one was dead in the street and the other was on the sidewalk.â She fell silent and bit her lip. âMy grandson knew one of them.â
âThe Norteño?â
She nodded. âI donât know how he became involved with them.â
âYes, you do.â
The words came out sharper than Donnally intended, but she didnât strike back. She just lowered her head and sighed.
âWhy did you stay here after your son was killed?â
She looked up again. âFor the same reason my ancestors buried their relatives on the familyâs ranchito in Mexico. You canât escapeyour history. It makes no sense to try. It just breaks you apart in your heart.â
Donnally felt his hands clench under the table.