way.â She hung up. âWe didnât have to involve MacDuff.â
âBut you would have done it.â
âIt was only a phone call. It wasnât going to hurt MacDuff, and Jock is worth it.â She looked her in the eye. âAnd you think Jockâs worth it, too, donât you? Youâre very protective of Cara, and with all you know about Jock, I was a little surprised that you werenât worried when they became so close.â
She shrugged. âIt was the shining.â
âWhat?â
âSomething Cara said to me once. She wouldnât believe that Jock was bad, had ever really been bad. She said that no one could shine inside like he does and be anything but good.â She smiled. âWhat could I say? When I look at him, I see the shining, too.â
âYouâre not mistaking that for the fact that heâs probably the best-looking individual to walk Godâs earth?â Jane asked teasingly.
âNo way.â
Janeâs smile vanished. âI see it, too. From the first time I met him, when he was still almost a basket case,â Jane said. âBut he doesnât see it in himself. That monster, Reilly, almost destroyed him.â
âThen weâve got to make sure that Jock doesnât complete the job himself.â She started up the slope toward the road. âCara would never forgive us.â
âShe wouldnât believe us,â Jane said. âShe thinks the sun rises and sets on him.â
âMaybe it does, for her. Sheâs never really had a friend. Then Jock came along with his smile and his shining, and his promise that heâd always keep her safe. Thatâs pretty strong stuff.â
âWeâve just got to make sure he keeps that promise. If he doesnât, it could destroy both of them.â She shook her head impatiently as she instinctively increased her pace. âI canât think of that right now. I just have to concentrate on one thing at a time. And the first thing is keeping Jock from striking out like a bird of prey before weâre ready for him to do it.â
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âI wasnât going to stay when Jane called me.â Jock turned away from looking out the window when Eve walked into the waiting room. His tone was brimming with leashed violence. âI need to get out of here, Eve.â
âBut you did stay. So you must have had a reason.â She went over to the beverage machine and got a cup of tea. âAnd that reason was probably that you thought that it was the sensible thing to do.â She took a sip of tea. âOr that you thought I might have information to give you. Iâm opting for the latter. You havenât been behaving with any great degree of sense, youâre pure instinct, right now.â
âInstinct isnât always bad.â
âI agree, but without control, it can become dangerous.â She turned to look at him. His face was totally without expression. She took another sip of tea to buy herself more time. âYouâve been down that road before, Jock.â Her gaze traveled from his head to his feet. âYou look like hell. You need a shower and some rest.â It was a lie. It was impossible for Jock to look bad. Jane had been right, he was one of the handsomest men Eve had ever seen, with his shock of fair hair and silver-gray eyes and that face that Cara had said was more beautiful than a concerto. But if there was a shining about him today, it was like the sharpness of a stiletto. âCouldnât you at least get a nap?â
âCouldnât you?â Jock said. âWhen was the last time you slept, Eve?â
She couldnât remember. It had been a horrendous nerve-shredding time after Salazar had gotten hold of Cara. âTouché,â she said wearily. âAnd I probably look as bad as you do.â
âWhat the hell difference does that make?â