it had been her ex whoâd done the running; only at the end had she acted so desperately. Now sheâd been more forward than she could believe, to someone so out of her league. Seth Walker was probably used to having women in his bed who did the splits five ways while swinging from a chandelier. Sheâd never been anything better than average in anything, not even sex. Her best course of action was a speedy withdrawal before she made more of an idiot of herself.
âIâm sorry about your jacket,â she muttered as they got to the entrance level.
âNo, youâre not.â He laughed. âBut thatâs okay, it wasnât a favourite.â
She walked with him across the car park, because she couldnât decide how to phrase her escape and because he moved with such assurance it was easier to go with him than against him. Heâd put sunglasses on and she couldnât read his expression. Sheâd have put hers on, too, except she was holding her bag in a death grip and couldnât relax her fingers enough to operate the catch.
âThis is mine.â He stopped by a beautiful gleaming black car. Its design spoke volumesânot some flashy low-to-the-ground sports number with a huge stereo system like most of the rugby guys drove, but sleek, solid, offering extreme comfort. âYou ready to go?â he asked.
âActually, no.â She tried to smile back but her mouth was too stiff. âThis was such a⦠We donât have to do dinner. Idonât know what came over me,â she mumbled. âI was just beingâ¦beingâ¦â
âProvocative?â
Yes, she had been. Only, now sheâd provoked his reaction, she didnât think she could handle it.
âStupid,â she corrected, staring at the car rather than him. âLook, Iâll catch the bus. Iâm sorry you had to come back here.â
âYouâre not catching the bus.â He smiled, totally friendly and not at all wolfish. Well, she didnât think soâshe couldnât see his eyes. âAt least let me drop you home.â
Oh. Lena breathed. Heâd capitulated easilyâsheâd been reading this wrong. He wasnât that interested. And she refused to admit to that sudden disappointment. âNo, Iâm okay. Iâll get the bus.â
âIâm here anyway, Iâm driving back through townâ¦â He still looked friendly, but like he didnât really mind either way. âBe silly to waste the gas.â
As she hesitated he flicked a button and unlocked the car. She shouldnât refuse. Sheâd look silly and rude and hadnât she been silly and rude enough to him? She didnât want to look any more pathetic than she already did. âOkay, but Iâm really sorry for wasting your time.â
She was even more sorry she didnât have the guts sheâd had an hour before. She slid into the car, felt the leather practically embrace her. He pulled out of the park instantly, the engine so smooth it was almost inaudible.
âIâm disappointed,â he said. âI was looking forward to cooking up something fresh for you.â
Despite the gentle airconditioning, Lenaâs temperature surged and butterfly wings beat in her belly. But heâd spoken so blandly there wasnât any undertone going on, right? âYou caught me at a bad moment when I wasâ¦wasnât thinking.â
âNow Iâm even more disappointed.â His lips curved. âIthought Iâd finally found a woman whoâd hold her own with me. I was excited about that.â
Hold her own? Okay, the undertone was there and searing images filled her headâones where pleasure was extreme and mutually exhausting. âI think we should forget about what happened this afternoon,â she mumbled.
âNo, you donât.â He suddenly laughed. âAnd I canât. Anyway, I need to offer you a genuine