on my clit.
I had not
believed I could actually cum from such an intense fury of
stimulation. Luke knew me better than I knew myself. Slowing the
thrusting of his phallus, he mirrored the pace with wide circles
around my clit.
“ I
don’t think I can take it ...” I breathed out, trying to
maintain control. How wrong could I be? “Oh god, oh god, oh Luke,
don’t stop, don’t stop, don’t stop!” Bliss snowed down all around
me and I left my body, my life, myself. I don’t know if I passed
out from the magnitude of my orgasm or had an out-of-body
experience, but when I came back, I heard Luke roaring into me. I
felt his warm cum fill me and we both collapsed. His heart beat
wildly against my back and I could feel his breath on my
neck.
We lay there,
attached, not saying a word in the bliss of his making. No man ever
brought me to these heights of passion. Prior to being seduced and
captured by him, I’d had no idea what sex could really be. He’d
opened not only my heart but a new, perverse sexual
desire.
He got up to use
the bathroom and on his return spooned me to him. No longer
thinking about Marcello or what would befall me tomorrow, I drifted
into a sweet sleep wrapped in the security of Luke’s
arms.
CHAPTER FOUR
I don’t know how
long I slept but when Janice shook me awake, the sun poured through
the blinds.
“ Jane,
wake up. You need to eat some breakfast before we start,” she said
as she jostled my shoulder.
I sat up in bed
and said, “Start?” I rubbed my eyes, adjusting to the
light.
Janice was
dressed in white shorts and a tank top, her hair pulled back in a
ponytail and face devoid of makeup. Her look was less intimidating
than the night before.
“ Yes,
Jane, Marcello is here.”
“ Shit,” I groaned. “Why am I having to do this again, the day
after my wedding?”
“ Just
so you know … he hates cursing. Do yourself a favor and don’t swear
in front of him.”
“ What
are you thinking, hooking up with him? Really Janice, he’s
dangerous. Can’t you feel it?”
“ What’s left for me? I can’t go back to an ordinary life. Can
you imagine me trying to date a normal man?”
“ Marcello can’t be the only choice. There must be other men out
there. Ask Luke if he knows of anyone else, because Marcello will
never love you. He will use you up and spit you out.”
“ I
don’t want him to love me, Jane. I just want him to use my
body and give me a place to live. I’ll be working in his
restaurant. I’ll make friends and have a life. Not necessarily the
one I would choose for myself if I had other choices but like I
said, there’s nothing else left for me.”
“ Stay
with us for a while. There has to be another way. Please. I know I
don’t really know you well but I feel like you’re a kindred spirit.
Don’t do this to yourself.”
“ There
isn’t and anyway it’s too late. I’ve pledged myself to
him.”
“ Pledged yourself? So what? Take it back.”
“ It’s
not like that, Jane. I signed a contract and I’ve given myself
fully to him. He can use me as he wants.”
“ What
about a safe word? A way out?”
“ He
has no use for safe words, Jane. He’s a different breed than
Luke.”
“ Janice, run away. Get Luke to do something. Please don’t do
this to yourself.”
Looking back on
that conversation I wonder if I was also pleading with myself. I
felt as if my situation was far better than hers, but was it
really? That day proved, mere minutes later, just how wrong I could
be.
“ Remember, no cursing. He likes nothing better than to have an
excuse to escalate the discipline. We better get going or they’ll
be mad. We don’t need that now, do we?”
I went to the
bathroom and freshened up. It didn’t take me long to get ready.
Whatever would happen to me would take place at our house, where my
lack of attire was a given.
Following Janice
into the kitchen, I avoided eye contact with Marcello. “Eggs and
toast?” Luke asked. His big