to anyone again. But I disagree with her. You canât run from who and what you are, sweetness. This situation is proof of that.â
âSo you think I should track Clint Harrigan down, tell him my story whether he wants to hear it or not, and let the chips fall where they may?â
âThatâs my advice. Youâll never have any peace otherwise. The little boy is in grave danger. When your visions are glazed with red, it always means blood. You know that as well as I do. If you do nothing and Trevor dies, how will you live with it?â
Tears rushed to Loniâs eyes. âIf I do intervene and Trevor dies, how will I live with it? I failed last time, and I still wake up in a cold sweat from nightmares about poor Cheryl. Even if I go to Clint Harrigan and he believes me, no one will be able to find the child tonight. Heâs in a wilderness area somewhere. In my last vision he was wet and shuddering with cold, his only source of warmth a wet dog. If heâs in central Oregon, and I think he is, it may drop below freezing. How will he survive until morning?â
âLeave that to God,â Aislinn replied. âYou have only to believe in the gift that Heâs given you and follow through, doing all that you can.â Aislinn lent emphasis to her statement with a brief silence. âGod doesnât make mistakes, sweetheart. You were born with an extraordinary ability. Donât you think He wants you to do good works with it?â
âA lot of people believe a gift like mine is from Satan, that Iâm innately evil.â
âBalderdash. Youâre a child of God. I baptized you myself right after you were born, and then you were formally baptized later. A sweeter, dearer person never breathed, except for the Virgin Mother, of course, and sheâs an impossible act to follow.â
âThe catechism of the Catholic Church clearly states that fortune-tellers, psychics, clairvoyants, and all paranormal activities are strictly forbidden.â
âYouâre not a fortune-teller, and the word psychic is a very broad term that covers everything from charlatans with tarot cards who charge by the hour to true clairvoyants who were simply born with second sight. Have you ever once used your gift for financial gain? Have you ever once participated in a séance, trying to communicate with spirits? Do you own a crystal ball or wear crystals on your person? Do you draw hexagons on the floor and mix potions in a cauldron, or make voodoo dolls and put curses on your neighbors?â
Loni couldnât help but laugh. âItâs a pentagram, not a hexagon, and no to all of the above. Of course I donât.â
âPrecisely. Youâre simply different, sweetie. You were fashioned from a very special bolt of cloth by Godâs own hands, and He had his reasons for giving you this gift. Itâs your responsibility to put it to good use.â
Loni mulled over her options, but in the end she had to accept that her grandmother was right. If little Trevor died, she would regret her failure to intervene for as long as she lived.
âOkay,â she said, straightening her shoulders. âIâll find Clint Harrigan, and Iâll tell him what Iâve seen. Just know this, Gram: If it all blows up in my face again, you have to move with me to Idaho. Iâm not going someplace new with no family anywhere near me. When I left Lynwood, where you and Mom are, thatâs why I came to Crystal Falls, because Deirdre is here.â
âIdaho? Why Idaho?â
âItâs as good a place as any. Do you prefer California?â
Aislinn laughed. âIâll take Idaho. Itâs closer to your mother.â Aislinn had lived only a few blocks from her daughter for as long as Loni could remember. âNo hick towns, though. With Lynwood being so close to Seattle Iâve grown accustomed to all the great shopping, and couldnât give that