stopped. She must have realised it was something bad.
âIâm taking off for a bit.â
âWhere?â she asked. Her voice got squeaky. âWhere are you going? Are you coming back?â
He shrugged. âDunno.â
âLuke?â
âI donât know, Jessy.â It was all he could say. He wanted to sit there and pour it all out, offload it, but he didnât even know where to begin. âI donât know what to tell you.â
âTell me whatâs happened.â
âIâm not going to let them send me to another foster home.â
âWhat do you mean? This is your home. Harryâs . . .â
Her voice faded to momentary silence as reality hit home. âOh, Luke . . .â
He stood up and arranged his pack on his shoulders. âJust wanted to say bye.â
âLuke, no. Lawson wouldnât let that happen.â
Oh, yes he would. Now he would. Iâve stuffed up everything.
Jessâs eyes ran over his face. âOh my God, did Lawson do that to you?â
âI told you, I did it to myself. I hit him first.â
There was a stunned silence.
âIâve got to go, Jessy. I just wanted to come and say goodbye.â
She stood up and faced him. âShouldnât you sleep it off and decide in the morning, when youâre not so upset?â
âSleep?â He couldnât help laughing. âIâm not good at sleeping.â
âI donât want you to go.â
Luke started walking. He felt a tremendous pulling in his gut. He had to get out of there before she convinced him to stay.
âLuke!â
He spun around. â What? â
She untied something from around her neck and held it out to him. âTake my moonstone.â She shrugged. âTheyâre supposed to give you beautiful dreams. So Mum reckons, anyway. Never know, might help you sleep better.â
It was a pale oval-shaped stone, hung on a thin leather strap. He moved it around in his fingers and felt its smoothness.
âPromise me youâll come back,â she whispered.
He could hear the tears in her words, but he didnât answer. How could he promise her that?
âLuke?â
âIâll see you again, Jess,â he said. âPromise.â
7
LUKE WALKED QUICKLY , cutting through the river flats and across private paddocks, trying not to think of Jess. He wanted to get to the highway before sun-up. Hunger pulled at his belly and he realised heâd barely eaten the previous day.
The sun was just beginning to show on the horizon as he made it onto the highway, and walked another kilometre or so to the truck stop. There, he bought a roadmap of Queensland, two burgers with the lot and a drink.
He sat down, unwrapped a burger and flipped the roadmap open while he crammed as much as he could into his gob.
Townsville . . . Paluma . . .
Heâd heard about brumby-culling in a place called Paluma. Paluma: heâd googled it once and seen nothing but rugged dark-green mountains.
There had been a lot of slaughtering going on up that way, too, thousands of brumbies shot from a helicopter. Looking at the terrain, Luke reckoned thereâd have to be plenty still hiding. He ran his finger in a circle around the town as he bit into the second burger.
A friendly but solemn voice spoke behind him. âThat country full of yarramin .â
It was a voice Luke had heard before, somewhere. He looked around in surprise. A man with a dark face, neatly trimmed beard and short curly hair was staring over his shoulder at the map. He wore an orange checked shirt with short sleeves, tucked into baggy jeans that were held up with a rodeo buckle. On his head was a big black hat, beaten out of shape and scarred by harsh weather, dirt and diesel. It was the kind of hat that could tell stories of station life.
Luke realised that he had met the man before, at campdrafts. He was Lawsonâs mate, and often worked the yards. âBob,