concentration that meant she was controlling herself carefully. âWho was it, Harris?â
âDuncan, mâlady, one of Sir Dariusâs aides. He apologised and said Sir Darius was unlikely to be home at all today.â
Lady Rose paused in her buttering. âI thought not.â Then she resumed, scraping the butter over a piece of toast that was already well spread. âWas there any indication when he may be here?â
âAs soon as possible, was the message.â Harris paused. The butler was the embodiment of discretion, but in the minute shifting of his stance Aubrey thought he detected discomfort. âOne other thing, mâlady. Sir Darius asked to make sure that Master Fitzwilliam and Master Doyle remain at Maidstone.â
Aubrey and George exchanged glances.
âThank you, Harris.â
âMâlady.â
Lady Rose put her toast on a side plate. Aubrey had never seen a piece of charred bread so perfectly buttered. âYour father is concerned about you, Aubrey. And you, too, George.â
âMore concerned than usual?â Aubrey said.
âApparently.â
âSo heâs imprisoning us.â
âKeeping you safe, Iâd put it. Until he can talk to you, at least.â Lady Rose frowned. âHe has your best interests at heart. Oh.â
âOh?â
Lady Rose took up her napkin and touched it to her lips. Aubrey couldnât imagine why. She hadnât eaten a thing. âI just used a platitude. Your father and I vowed we wouldnât resort to such in raising you.â
âI was getting ready for âYour father knows bestâ.â
âThat the sort of thing that platitudes lead to,â Lady Rose said.
âIâm sure he does,â George said. âHave your best interests at heart, old man. Your father.â
âI know,â Aubrey said. âBut when anyone says that, it seems to me, it denies oneâs own wishes and responsibility. It suggests that they know better than you do yourself.â
His mother considered this. âHe does know you rather well.â
âGranted.â Aubrey toyed with his cutlery. âI wonder what he thinks Iâm going to do?â
âTry to save the world, of course,â George said gruffly. âItâs what you usually try to do in an emergency.â
âThis is rather more than an emergency,â Aubrey pointed out. âWhat can one person do?â
What can one person do? The question rolled around Aubreyâs head as he finished breakfast and excused himself, saying he needed to do some magical research. He went to his room and stretched out on the chaise longue, arms behind his head, and thought.
Iâm only one person, what can I do? was an excuse that resounded through the ages, and Aubrey had never subscribed to it. It was the refuge of the half-hearted and it gave comfort to those who preferred to do nothing. He didnât like that attitude but it did mean that he went too far the other way, at times. He acted precipitously, trying to do something when it may have been better to wait for help. When he found a sleeping dog, he found it hard to leave it lie.
And he had a father who thought he knew best.
It rankled. Even though he respected his father and wanted to make him proud, it still rankled. While he wasnât as contrary as Caroline tended to be, he still found it difficult to do something just because someone told him to. If he agreed, it was different. But blind obedience wasnât his forte, despite the spirit of the age â even when the Fitzwilliam family name was at stake.
He laced his hands behind his head and stared at the ceiling. Trapped at Maidstone, he was, confined to quarters. It was frustrating, and he understood the unhappiness of the tiger at the zoo, pacing backward and forward interminably, wishing for the bars to disappear.
He wanted to talk to his father. He needed to talk to him, to get the talk