distinctly queasy. It had certainly been ill-advised of Francesca to allow Kerjean to lead her away from the safety of the crowd in the great hall. Perhaps what Tristan had witnessed had simply been a mild flirtation on her part, one that had got out of hand.
A far more disturbing possibility was that Kerjean had set out to entrap her into becoming his mistress. What were the manâs long-term intentions? Marriage? If Kerjean believed Francesca was alone in the world, he might consider her easy prey.
Think, Tristan, think.
Francesca had slapped Sir Joakimâs face. She had been turned away from Tristan, she couldnât have known Tristan was about to interrupt them, yet she had slapped the manâs face. Tristan ached to believe that slap was proof of her innocence. Kerjean, on the other hand, had been facing Tristanâs way, Kerjean had seen him coming. Suppose the man had told Francesca to slap him to make their meeting appear innocent?
Tristan shoved his hand through his hair. What was wrong with him? He felt as though he was losing his mind. This only ever happened with Francesca. She clouded his thoughts in a way no one else ever did. In truth, after they were married, Tristan had feared that he was coming to be ruled by his emotions. Heâd feared his judgement was at risk, and when the council had summoned him to Rennes to help contain the rebels, it had almost been a relief. Heâd hoped that a separation from Francesca would clear his mind.
And here he was, after scant moments in her company, as confused as ever. It was profoundly unsettling.
Could he be jealous? If so, he was letting it get the better of him. No more. This was Francesca, she would never take a lover, not whilst she was still married. She would never betray him in that way, it wasnât in her nature.
Swearing under his breath, Tristan pushed Kerjean to the back of his mind. I must tell Francesca about Count Myrrdin and I should tell her without delay. Tristan wanted to break the news of Count Myrrdinâs illness to her kindly. The count had been a father to her and she loved himânews that he was on his deathbed was bound to distress her.
âFrancesca?â Tristan gave her a guarded look. âYouâd best brace yourself, I bring ill news from Fontaine.â
Grey eyes met his. Candid grey eyes. Wary eyes that had silver and gold flecks in them. Tristan had been attracted to her eyes from the first, surely she could not look at him in such a way if she was hiding some deceit?
âFrom Fontaine?â She lost colour. âWhatâs happened?â
Tristan took a deep breath. âWith your permission, Iâll tell you straight. Thereâs no prettying this.â
She swallowed and clasped her hands. âPlease do.â
âItâs Count Myrrdin. He is sick, Francesca, mortally sick. Heâs asked that you and I attend him.â A hand reached towards him and fell back. Swearing softly, Tristan reached for it and enfolded it in his. It was icy, she was in shock. He took her other hand.
âPapaâthe countâis dying?â Her voice was faint, a whisper of pain.
âIâm afraid so.â Gently, he stroked her hand.
âHow did you hear? Lady Clare?â
âAye, she sent word to my steward Sir Roparz, it was waiting for me when I arrived at Château des Iles. Francesca, the count is fading fast and it is his dying wish to see you.â
She bit her lip, dragged her hand from his and started to pace. âI have to go to him. Tomorrow.â Agonised grey eyes held his. âHe wants to see you too?â
âHe does.â
âAre you planning on escorting me to Fontaine?â
âOf course, we shall go together.â
âThank you.â She walked to the bed, stared down at it and heaved a great sigh. âSo this was why you came to Provins. To tell me Count Myrrdin is dying.â
âThat is one reason, yes.â
She nodded and
Colm Tóibín, Carmen Callil