its spout. The third removes the lid from a red sugar bowl and inspects the contents. The girls hover
wordlessly around the steeping tea. Their shoulder blades twitch involuntarily. Iâm not supposed to be watching this.
Thereâs the click of the lock. The squawk of the rusty hinges sounds as startling as a shipyard whistle. Two of the oracles appear in the door frame. Their sinewy faces are almost ectomorphic. Their condor eyes survey the crowd and seem vaguely unsatisfied with the tally. Each holds a glass ashtray filled with damp tea leaves. Everyone around me plays it cool, as if theyâre parishioners at some rote worship service. Iâm not so suave. My heart starts to sweat. âWeâre ready to begin,â the two oracles announce.
Iâm the first in line but let the skinhead girl with the bookish glasses take my place. The crowd pushes me into the room behind her and a flock of us hover along the nearest wall. We observe the main oracle who sits in the center of the room, a black notebook nestled in the folds of her nightgown. This must be Sara. Thereâs nothing particularly striking about her chubby figure and greasy brown hair, but she radiates an otherworldly air of detachment.
The skinhead girl kneels in front of Saraâs chair. One of the assistant oracles dabs a brown smudge of tea leaves on the girlâs forehead. Sara props a foot on the girlâs shoulder and presses her thumb into the spot. Her eyes turn milky white and her free hand begins to write. The pen moves at its own pace, the strokes slowly accumulating across the page. When the writing ceases, Sara rips out the sheet with a flourish. The message reads: 22, 7, 16. Bobbie Merlino . Itâs unclear from the skinhead girlâs reaction if the information has significance, but she creases the paper with painstaking care before tucking it inside her plastic billfold.
I let the black teenager with the infected nose-ring go next. As Sara enters her trance, I catalog the spartan contents of the bedroom. Bare mattress arranged on the wooden floor. Oval mirror draped with black velveteen. Peeling sea-green wallpaper with sun-faded sailboats navigating toward some unknown
port. Sara finishes inscribing the notebook page with a map and marks an X in the upper left-hand corner. The text reads: This is where you will kill your father. The boy acts unfazed but his eyes keep blinking at the paper, perhaps hoping a different message will materialize.
I signal the man with the grizzled beard to take my place, but one of the assistant oracles seizes my elbow. She motions for me to kneel in front of Sara, but instead I keep stalling. Thereâs so much that suddenly needs explaining. I want to tell her the history of my life and ask her what destiny the stars have been cooking up for me, but I canât find the syllables. I can only stammer out the most basic information: âMy name is Jeff Jackson.â
Saraâs lashes flutter, as if sheâs struggling to bring a strange specimen into focus at the end of a microscope. She appears slightly cross-eyed, her brown orbs unsuitable for everyday tasks. Her semi-blank stare reminds me of a crab whose stalks twitch in the direction of the nearest noise.
I kneel in front of Saraâs chair. She splays her legs and places a foot on my shoulder. I glimpse a few curly pubic hairs sticking out like orchid tendrils from the cotton crotch of her panties. One of the assistant oracles applies the warm tea leaves to my forehead. A brown rivulet of resin slips down the tip of my nose. It probably looks like my third eye is weeping. Sara presses her thumb against the leaves.
The spot instantly feels white-hot, an intense burning pressure, as if a hole is being bored through the bone of my skull. I bite my tongue to keep from shouting. I focus on Saraâs pen as it moves across the page in swift and soundless strokes. The only noises come from the rhythmless plink of the rain,