it. Sheâs as silent as a tomb. As mysterious as all the great seductresses.
Our CD âs a huge hit! Since it came out ten months ago now (boy, does time ever fly), itâs sold like hotcakes.
One other thing bugs me: the songwriting credits are nowhere to be seen. Tom claims he forgot. But he sure didnât forget to write: © Tom Paradis Inc. and the year.
When I pointed it out, he immediately bristled, âReally, Alexandre, do you not know anything? For your information, I have to put that logo on everything I produce for tax purposes. Itâs the law. So much so that Iâm not even the one who saw to it, the printer looked after it. Nothing can be published without showing the person responsible. Income tax, buddy, ever heard of it? Of course not. The day you start paying, youâll understand â¦â
What can I say other than that his explanation doesnât change the fact that our names donât appear anywhere on the CD and thatâs got me pretty mad?
He raises his hands like he canât do anything about it and has no desire to discuss the matter further. As far as heâs concerned, the case is closed. So he changes the subject. âListen, I forgot to tell you Iâm off to London in a few daysâ time. Iâll be there for four or five weeks. Catherine will look after your contracts while Iâm gone. Sheâll mail them out to you. Youâre still good for another three weeks. If things slow down, itâs no big deal. For the past year, youâve barely had a single weekend off. A bit of a rest will do you good.â
I agree. Our career, since thatâs what this is, has taken over our lives. We never stop, not even for a second. Two or three weeks off would be a welcome break. We could start writing more songs, too.
Weâll have to anyway, since our fans are starting to get tired of our material. For once, I think Tomâs right. Especially since weâve paid back the amount owed for the CD by now. And we donât really need the money ...
Curious as always and forever on the lookout for new opportunities that might suit our band, I ask him what heâll be doing in London.
âThatâs my business, my man.â
âHey, just askingâI wasnât trying to stick my nose into your business. Youâve been to London twice in the past six months. I just wondered if it had anything to do with us, with Nexxtep.â
âIf something pans out, Iâll let you know.â
The message comes in loud and clear. I shut my trap. Tom gets to his feet and waves. âSee you in a month or so. Till then, take care, my man.â
Tom may seem like the consummate salesman, always brimming with confidence, but this time I get the feeling heâs uneasy around me. Why? Who the hell knows ...
We, too, are U2
four
W eâve been on edge for three weeks now. We havenât heard anything from Tom. He was supposed to be back on October 12 th . Itâs now the 30 th . No calls. No sign of life. Nothing but silence. As for Catherine, his secretary, sheâs impossible to get hold of.
Not surprisingly, we have no contracts for the coming weeks. At first, that suited us just fine. Now itâs a drag. Time off is great, but you can have too much of a good thing. Weâre pacing like caged lions. But what can we do?
To keep busy, weâve written some new songs. Five in all and one in particular, âLimited Sensations,â that has the makings of a hit. The tempo is great. Really rocking. Iâm not unhappy with the lyrics either.
With John Wayne
Riding a horse
With James Dean
Driving a car
Looks different
But itâs all the same
Just like you
Just like me
Donât care about you
Not like itâs true
Only want to have their way
They always pass on through
(chorus)
They will die in pain
Unsatisfied
And nothing can explain
Never knowing why.
So we keep rehearsing in my basement, waiting