ever.
“Even your pride? Even your pain? Are sure you really love
him?”
Talker’s shoulders got tight, his skin stretching tautly over his
right shoulder blade just to make the whole moment more
uncomfortable.
“I’d die for him!” And he would. Say the word, there’s Tate
Walker, lying down in traffic and throwing his worthless life away so
someone as good as Brian could cross the street.
Dr. Sutherland nodded. “Good. I’m glad to hear it. Now would
you tell the truth for him?”
Talker’s lungs turned to ice, and he fought off a terrible urge to
pee.
“KID, are you all right?” This was the officer with the fair-colored
hair, the taller one. He looked younger than the dark-haired one, a
family man, maybe. Maybe Talker reminded him of a son or
something, but that was unlikely, since Talker had never really been
anyone’s son, not since he was six, and wasn’t that a blessing?
“I’m fine,” he croaked, trying to focus, focus. When he was six,
he’d learned to go to the place with the music in his head, thanks to
that nice nurse with the Walkman, and the music was playing now,
now that he was talking to the policemen who weren’t ever really his
friends.
Jeremy spoke in… class today….
“Back off him and he will be!” Lyndie’s voice actually made Tate
spaz again, and his head cracked audibly against the plexiglass this
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time, and he saw stars. That black, festering nausea was back and
Talker started shaking with the need to throw up.
The cops looked up, looked at her, and for a minute there, he
thought he could breathe.
“Ma’am, we’re just trying to find out what happened to your
son.”
“My nephew was beaten by some thugs in a back alley—as
awful as it is, it happens all the time. What he wouldn’t want is for
Tate here to be bullied by a couple of cops who think they know
every goddamned thing!”
Tate looked at Lyndie through a haze of dark vision. She was
lying for him. All this woman had ever done was be nice to him, but
she was lying for him, so he didn’t have to tell the truth. Jed had lied
for him, Brian had fought for him, oh, dammit, couldn’t Tate Walker
with the punk hair and the BAMF tattoo protect himself?
“Lady, he looks guilty!” the dark-haired guy said, and Tate
whimpered.
“I’d die before I hurt Brian,” he whispered, and the two cops
were all about him again.
“Yeah, so why the flop-sweat, ace?” It was the blond guy, but
his voice was almost gentle.
“Don’t like cops, don’t like hospitals, don’t like seeing my
boyfriend beaten up.” Some attitude crept in there, and Talker gave
many thanks to an absent God. His vision cleared for a second, and
he pushed off the wall with his hands. The stucco was smooth and
cold against his palms, and it was not, was not the beveled wood of
Trevor’s front door, and there wasn’t a lock or a sneer or a bobbing,
veiny cock anywhere in sight.
Oh, Jesus, where had that thought come from?
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Talker swallowed again and tried so very very hard to keep it
all together.
Lyndie came up next to him and fumbled for his hand again.
When he finally managed to grab hers in return, she muttered, “Oh
Christ. Tate, your hands are like ice. You look really shocky—I think
we should get a nurse.”
“I’m fine,” he lied. He’d never felt so trapped in his whole life,
except for that one time when….
“SO TREV stands up, right? And he says I’m not going to leave, and
I try to laugh it off. I tell him—” swallow “I tell him that I was worried
about Brian, and I’m going to go home and make sure he’s all right.”
“Were you?” Dr. Sutherland asked, and Tate nodded, relieved
to answer.
“Yeah.” Talker swallowed and looked at Brian, who was
clenching his hand. Brian’s lips twitched up in reassurance, but
Talker wanted to reassure him back. Yeah, I was blind, but I