stubborn will by means of which heâd survived his troubles were at last getting ready to pay off.
He drove on, plunging between walls of damp shale into the darkness of suddenly sloping woods, the chill of another bright swirl of fog, then up onto a high, clear overgrown meadow where there were lilacs, a solitary chimney, low stone walls that had once been bounded by orchards or pastures. Light, then shadow, flashed on his windshield and glasses.
âIf I were you Iâd try Pennsylvania,â Tom Garretâs wife had told him weeks ago. It seemed to him incredible now that heâd dismissed her advice out of hand. But she was a strange womanâcreepy, in fact: shy and furtive as a mouse; large, gypsy-black eyes. She was said to be âintuitive,â almost psychic. (Mickelsson had his doubts.) At parties she would hide in the corner of the room, hugging herself inside her shawl. âItâs the most beautiful country in the worldâbut very queer, people say.â She slid her eyes toward the others, making certain she wasnât overheard, then put her hand on his armâa bony, small-fingered hand that made him think of a ratâs. âFull of witches and heaven knows what.â She smiled. âThatâs where I see you, Peter. Really!â âIâm sure you do,â heâd said, edging away. Not the least of her oddities was the smell that came from her, something faintly like wet, burnt wood.
Now the road dropped sharply, like a twisting waterfallâso he would remember that first encounter later, when the descent no longer seemed so frighteningly steepâpassed through a cavern of interlocked trees and fog, curved around abruptly, and emerged into strange, charged light. It was not at all the light of Wisconsin. If the light there was unearthly, it had a luminous, strained, Scandinavian unearthliness, so that it seemed no wonder that men like his grandfather (before the coming of his gift) should ponder Godâeven Godâs love and graceâin a fashion almost chillingly logical, respectful; and that even common grocers should carry about them an aura of the scholarly, a wintry crispness and clarity that one might mistakeâhere among the yellows and misty greens of Pennsylvaniaâfor icy-hearted. He slowed, the carâs weight laboring against the brakes, pulled the rumbling old Chevy onto the shoulder, and switched off the engine, knowing though not yet quite believing that this was the place heâd discovered in the Snyder Realty brochure (âBeautiful old farmhouse, 4 bedrooms, outbuildings, pond, woods, pastureâ). After a moment he got out to stand beside the blue, pitted fender, looking down at his prospect from a quarter-mile away and a hundred yards above. The engine clicked noisily. There were blackberries by the roadside, grown up in profusion as if to hide the broad scar of an abandoned gravel pit with a chain across what remained of the entrance and a sign, NO DUMPING! He picked a handful of berries and absently ate them as he looked. He could now see the realtorâs red and white sign.
âSon of a gun,â he muttered, and shook his head.
Long blue shadows reached from the woods above down the cant of the mountainâpale, new-mown hayâtoward the house and barns. Between the house and the nearest shed, a creek glittered, and directly above the house, startling as a wolf in the late-afternoon light, stood a perfect, white full moon.
Finney, his lawyer, would stage one of his grand-operatic fits when he heard the price. âListen, pal. Take an old goat-fuckerâs word for itââ he would say.
Mickelsson wiped his hands on his handkerchief, climbed back into the car, put the gearshift in neutral, and coasted nearer. In front of the house he pushed in the brake, took off his glasses and cleaned them, then fitted them back over his ears.
The lawn was mowed, the barndoors padlocked. The owner