shiny mirrors.
Micah leaned beside me but didnât try to touch me. âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, voice mild.
âI didnât expect this kind of . . . place.â
âYouâre mad because I booked us into a nice hotel with a nice room?â
Put that way, it sounded stupid. âNo, I mean . . .â I closed my eyes and leaned my head back against the glass. âYes,â I finally said, voice soft.
âWhy?â he asked.
The elevator doors opened and the bellman smiled and stood so he held the doors open but left us plenty of room to move past him. If heâd figured out we were fighting, it didnât show.
Micah waved me in front of him. I pushed away from the elevator wall and went. The hallway was what Iâd expected from the rest of the hotel; all dark,expensive wallpaper with curved candlelike lights at just the right intervals, so it was both well-lit and strangely intimate. There were real paintings on the wall, not copies. No big-name artists but real art. Iâd never been in a hotel so expensive.
I ended up in front with Micah close behind and the bellman bringing up the rear. I realized halfway down the dark, thick carpeting that I didnât know what room I was looking for. I looked back at the bellman and said, âSince I donât know where Iâm going, should I be in front?â
He smiled, as if Iâd said something clever. He walked faster without seeming to hurry. He took the lead and we followed him. Which made more sense to me.
Micah walked beside me. He still had the briefcase over one shoulder. He didnât try to hold my hand; he just put his hand down where I could grab it if I wanted to. We walked like that for a few steps. His hand waiting for mine, my arms crossed.
Why was I mad? Because heâd surprised me with a really nice hotel room. What a bastard. He hadnâtdone anything wrong, except make me even more nervous about what he expected from me on this trip. That wasnât his bad, it was mine. My issue, not his. He was behaving like a normal civilized human being. I was being churlish and ungrateful. Dammit.
I unwound my arms. They were actually stiff with anger and holding so tight. Shit. I took his hand without looking at him. He wrapped his fingers around mine and just that little bit of touch made my stomach feel better. It would be all right. I was living with him, for Godâs sake. He was already my lover. This wouldnât change anything. The tight feeling in my chest didnât get better, but it was the best I could do.
The hotel room had a living room. A real living room with a couch, a marble-topped coffee table, a comfy chair with its own reading lamp, and a table in front of the far picture window that was big enough to seat four. And there were enough chairs to do that. All the wood was real and polished to a high shine. The upholstery matched but not exactly, so that it looked like a room that had grown together piece by piece instead of being bought all at once. The bathroomwas full of marble-and-gleaming everything. The tub was smaller than the one we had at home, let alone Jean-Claudeâs tub at his club, the Circus of the Damned, but other than that, it was a pretty good bathroom. Better than any Iâd ever seen in a hotel before.
The bellman was gone when I wandered out of the bathroom. Micah was putting his wallet back in that little pocket that good suit jackets have for wallets, if your wallet is long enough and slender enough not to break the line of the suit. The wallet had been a gift from me, at Jean-Claudeâs suggestion.
âWhose credit card did you put this on?â I asked.
âMine,â he said.
I shook my head. âHow much are you blowing on this room?â
He shrugged and smiled, reaching for the bag with the clothes in it. âItâs not polite to ask how much a gift cost, Anita.â
I frowned at him as he moved past me to a