about your dad, Mia. I know he misses you a lot, but heâs still your dad, no matter where we live. And weâre all a lot happier this way.â
Happier? I had to think about that one.
As the train sped toward Maple Grove, I stared out the window into the dark sky. Mom and Dad fought a lot before they got divorced. They tried to do it at night in their room, when they thought I was asleep, but I always heard them. So I guess they werenât too happy then.
But when they got divorced, things still werenât good. Mom moved out and I stayed withDad, but it felt weird and I missed her. And Mom and Dad still argued every time they saw each other. Then I moved into Momâs new apartment, but that was extra weird because it was a whole new place.
So was it still weird? I had to think about that. Living in Maple Grove was starting to feel like home. I had good friends. And Eddie and Dan were nice, and Eddie sure tried to make us feel like a ânormalâ family as much as possible. But happi- er ? As in, more happy than before, when we were all together?
Like I said, Iâd have to think about that.
CHAPTER 8
Can I Start the Week Over Again?
W hile I was still on the train, I called Katie. I wanted to reach her before it got too late.
âHey,â I said.
âHey,â Katie replied. âAre you home?â
âIâm on the train,â I told her. âIs everything okay? You seemed a little quiet at the meeting today.â
âEverythingâs fine,â Katie said, but I could tell by the sound of her voice that she was lying.
âGood,â I said. I wasnât going to press her about it. âSo anyway, weâre still going to see The Emerald Forest next weekend, right?â
âOf course!â Katie answered, and her voice sounded like the old Katie again. The Emerald Forest is a fantasy book series that we both love,and they finally made a movie out of it!
âAwesome,â I said. âI canât wait to see what kind of costumes theyâre going to do for the emerald fairies. In the books, the description is totally beautiful.â
âI canât wait either,â Katie agreed. âWeâre going on Saturday, right?â
âMom said sheâll take us,â I promised.
We said good night, and I hung up the phone. When I got home, I was totally exhausted. I fell asleep dreaming of the Emerald Forest. . . .
If only the rest of the week was as peaceful as that forest. But it was anything but. The next day was Monday, my least favorite day of the week.
I was so tired in the morning that I left my gym uniform home by mistake, and I had to sit out of gym. And Señora Delgado gave us pages and pages of notes for our Spanish test the next dayâon verbs.
You have to believe me when I tell you that I studied like crazy. I went straight home after school and studied. I ate dinner and then went right back upstairs and studied. I didnât even sketch! (Okay, I did doodle a pair of boots in the margin of my notes, but I didnât open up mysketchbook, I swear.) When I went to sleep that night, I dreamed of verbs instead of emerald fairies.
I even studied at lunch on Tuesday before the test. I was feeling pretty goodâuntil Señora handed me my test paper. The questions looked like Egyptian hieroglyphics to me.
So I took the test, and I did my best. But as I handed it in, I knew I hadnât done well.
That night Mom asked me about it as we were cleaning up from dinner.
âSo how did you do on your Spanish test?â she asked. âYou really studied hard for that one.â
âI think I did okay,â I lied. I thought about spilling everything out, right then and there. Mom, I think Iâm failing Spanish. I know I should have told you sooner. The advanced class is so difficult. Iâm still having trouble no matter how hard I try. I opened my mouth to tell her, but I just couldnât bring myself to