get?â
âYou obviously need a big one,â Lisa Marie answered quickly.
What did that even mean? She couldnât believe she was being so bold and out there. It was almost embarrassing.
But it seemed to be working. Liâl D grinned at her, and his buddies were smirking.
She held his gaze, not wanting the moment to end.
âOkay. Give me a big one, then,â he said.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw someone approach the counter and pick up the coffee sheâd set there.
âIs this for me?â Heather called.
Lisa Marie half nodded without looking over.
âWell, okay, then,â Heather said, clearing her throat. She motioned to Marianna, pointing toward the door. âI guess weâll see you later.â
âBye,â Lisa Marie called, barely nodding as they left.
To be honest, she was glad to see them go.
The thing about girlfriends, Lisa Marie thought, was that they were always there for youâeven when you didnât want them to be.
Chapter 5
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âIâm eighteen, Dad,â Marianna pleaded, hating the sound of her own whiny voice. âIâm going away to college in six months! Itâs insane not to let me go out to a movie with a boy. You canât keep me locked up here forever!â
âYou may or may not be going away to college.â Her father raised a threatening eyebrow.
Oh, wow. Was he stooping to that threat already?
âYouâre saying I canât go to Wash U?â Mariannaâs mouth dropped open.
âWe still havenât settled that, you know,â her father said.
It was a low blow, and everyone in the living room felt it. Mariannaâs mother, who always sat silently through these arguments and couldnât be counted on to swat down a fly let alone argue with her husband, stiffened visibly. Even her thirteen-year-old brother Max was quieter than usual.
Everyone knew sheâd already been accepted at Washington University in Saint Louis, her first-choice school. This was just a tacticâone of her fatherâs favorites. He was determined to keep her obedient and under his thumb as long as possible, so whenever she acted the least bit independent, he floated the idea that maybe she should go to Georgetown instead, and live at home.
It was horrible and mean-spirited, and she didnât really think heâd go through with it. But how could she know for sure?
Why am I taking the bait? she thought. She was letting him get her off topic. She didnât have time to be distracted. Her date with Luke was tomorrow nightâsheâd already waited too long to face her father and get his permission. She needed to stay focused on the subject at hand.
âItâs just a movie,â Marianna repeated. She was trying to stay calmâshe really wasâbut she could feel the panic rising in her throat. It was already 8:30 on Thursday night. How was she going to tell Luke that the date was off, the night before they were supposed to go out? âIâm graduating in two months! Come on, Dad.â
âI donât see any reason to bend the rules now,â her father said, swirling his glass of leftover Merlot.
âEr . . .â Mariannaâs mother cleared her throat softly, trying to speak up. All heads turned. She had never contradicted her husband before.
âYes?â Her fatherâs eyes dared her mother to keep speaking.
âUm, it probably wouldnât hurt to let her go out to one movie, Harold,â she said meekly. âYou want her to get some experience with boys while youâre still here to guide her, donât you?â
Wow. Marianna couldnât remember her mother ever standing up for her before.
Harold shot his wife a fleeting look that was hard to read. Marianna wondered if theyâd have a fight later. Her dad could get really furious sometimes. Heâd never admit it, but he needed anger management lessons. He was a