before.
His eyes remain locked on mine and unblinking. I see his lips moving, counting down from ten. When he reaches one, he lifts my hand and kisses the center of my palm.
“Okay,” he states.
“Okay? What’s okay?”
“Nothing, I’ll take care of him later.”
“Travis, it’s fine. You don't need to do anything.” I laugh a little. “Anything more than you already did.”
“No, I didn't know he made you uncomfortable and put his hands on you. Don't worry about it.” He blows it off like it’s nothing, but there’s more meaning behind his actions. You don’t do that for someone you don’t care about.
“Why did you hit him anyway?”
He begins tracing a figure eight pattern from my wrist to the center of my hand. “He said something that pissed me off.”
“What did he say?” I ask, mesmerized by the softness of his bruised hands.
“Nothin’. You wanna watch a movie or something?”
“Not really.”
“What do you want to do then?” he whispers.
I look down and see him growing inside his boxers. I gasp because I’ve never actually seen one before. Sure, in movies and stuff, but in real life, no. All I’ve ever done is make out with a few boys, but I’ve never felt with them what I do with Travis. I know I shouldn’t be here.
I feel a tingling between my thighs and shift uncomfortably on the couch. This is not why I came here, but kissing him the other day felt so good and so right. I want to do it again but don’t know how to tell him.
When I don’t answer, he asks again in a husky voice, “What do you want to do, sweetheart?”
“I…” I stop and look at his mouth. He smirks.
“You what?”
“I want you to kiss me again.” I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and shut my eyes. He tips my chin up at the same time telling me, “Open your eyes.” I look into his, and see the dark ring is back, but this time it’s not anger, only desire looking back at me.
“Don’t be embarrassed around me. All I ever want is honesty. If you want me to kiss you, all you have to do is ask. Okay?”
“’Kay,” I whisper. He pulls me on top of his lap so I’m straddling him. I feel his hardness and involuntarily grind my hips into him. I’ve never felt anything like it before so I do it again and again, gasping every time. He grabs my hip with one hand and the other goes to the back of my head, pulling my face down to his. Our tongues explore and our teeth nip and crash together in a kiss that consumes every part of my body. He releases my head and grabs my other hip, pressing me harder onto him.
“Oh, God,” I moan into his mouth. Is this normal? I begin to get dizzy and pull my head back, sucking in some much needed oxygen while my body experiences a new high.
I drop my head onto his shoulder. Words can’t describe how I feel right now. Light, dreamy, happy . My body lax and satisfied, I smile on his shoulder. Oh. My. God. That was better than I’d ever imagined. After the tremors fade away and I’m able to think straight again, I sit up and look at him. He’s breathing deep, as if he’s trying to calm down, and his handsome face is flushed. He smiles at me and ever so slowly and kisses my shoulder.
I smile back and get off his lap to get some water. It’s better if I don’t say anything right now. I’ll probably end up putting my foot in my mouth. When I return with a bottle for him, he’s still hard and adjusting himself. I immediately feel guilty because even though I’m inexperienced, I know I need to do something for him.
“Hey, don’t look at me like that.”
“Like what?” I ask.
“Like you feel bad for me. I’m a big boy, I’ll be fine after a cold shower,” he chuckles. “I’d stay like this just to see the sated look on your face right now.” I touch my cheek and feel the heat even more. “Yeah, that’s hot, and you fucking know it.”
I throw a bottle of water at him out of embarrassment, and he gets up, determination on his