possibilities.â
Possibilities that you have no business contemplating.
âWhat did he do?â
Roland sighed.
âWhat was so bad that you decided to torture him?â
Roland looked after Julie. âThe problem with warlords is that the position is fundamentally flawed by its very nature. A general who is unable to lead is useless, but to lead, he must inspire loyalty. When the troops rush the field, knowing they may lay down their lives, they look to their general, not to the king behind him. Sooner or later, their loyalties become divided. They abandon their king and look instead to the one who bled and suffered with them.â
He looked at the human wreck on the cross.
âIs that one of Hughâs men?â
âYes.â
âWhat did he do?â
âHe refused my orders. I told him to do something and he told me that he was a soldier, not a butcher. The great hypocrisy of this pseudo-moral stance lies in the fact that if Hugh had given him the same order, he probably wouldâve obeyed. I merely reminded him that he draws his breath at my discretion.â
And heâd ordered him tied to the cross. So the death would take longer. âThatâs barbaric.â
Roland turned to me with a small smile. âNo. Barbarism usually produces swift death. Cruelty is the mark of a civilized human. I still have a hundred Iron Dogs in this location. Heâs an excellent visual aid.â
And that was it right there in a nutshell. Nothing was off-limits as long as it let him accomplish his goal.
âHow long has he been up there?â
âFive days. He shouldâve been dead by now, but heâs using magic to keep himself alive despite the pain. The will to live is a truly remarkable thing.â
I wanted to march down there and take Hughâs man off of it. I wasnât kind. I could be cruel. I had used my sword to punish before, but at my absolute worst, the punishment I delivered lasted minutes. The man on the cross had been there for days. The Iron Dog might have belonged to Hugh, but there was a line between good and evil, and that kind of torture crossed it. This was bigger than Hugh and me. This was about right and wrong.
âAnd if Hugh returns?â
âHe wonât. I purged him.â
âYou what?â
âThat which is freely given can also be taken away. Iâve severed the link between us. He still has the benefit of our blood with all its powerâthat, unfortunately, I cannot strip without taking his lifeâbut we arenât bound. The light of his gift is no longer precious to me.â
The small hairs on the back of my neck rose. My father no longer cared if Hugh lived or died. âYou made him mortal.â
âYes. Even with his healing ability I expect he wonât last the next century.â
âDoes he know?â
âYes.â
Hugh had been my fatherâs wrecking ball. Roland would point at a target, and Hugh would smash it, until only blood and ash remained. Then my father would sweep in to rein in his cruel violent Warlord, and Hughâs victims would rejoice, because anything was better than Hugh. Roland was Hughâs reason for living. And now his god had rejected and abandoned him.
I hated Hugh for a list of things a mile long. His people murdered Aunt B. He used magic to throw me into my fatherâs prison and slowly starvedme to death, trying to break my will. He murdered one of my friends in front of me. But I understood Hugh. He was an instrument of my fatherâs will, as much as I had been an instrument of Voronâs. Voron pointed and I killed, without question and, worse, without doubt. It took his death and years on my own before I broke free. I knew exactly how much that rejection from the man who raised you like a father could hurt. I had thought Voron cared for me. When I found out that heâd been training me so he could watch the pain on my fatherâs face as Roland