and her chest hurt. There had to be something more she could do.
She heard the door open. Expecting Josh, she fortified her nerves against his powerful presence and slowly turned around. The sight of a tall, older gentleman dressed in faded jeans and a dark patterned flannel shirt sent surprised pleasure coursing through her.
âRod,â she exclaimed softly. She glanced at Mom G., who still slept, then stood and went to the man who, for a time, had been the closest sheâd ever come to having a father.
His infectious grin filled her with fondness. He hugged her for a long moment and she savored the steady comfort.
âHere, now.â He drew back to look at her. âItâs good to see you.â
âAnd itâs good to see you.â She noticed his hair had turned a very distinguished gray and the crinkles around the corners of his hazel eyes had deepened. âHow are you?â
âAs ornery as ever.â
âSome things never change,â she teased.
He looked past her toward the bed. âHowâs she?â
âShe had a rough night. The chemo took a lot of her strength.â
He shook his head. âSuch a shame.â
âIt is.â Rachel knew Mom G. would be going on to a better place, but she didnât want her to go. She didnât want to think about the hole Mom G.âs deathwould leave in her life. Even though theyâd been physically apart, Rachel took strength from both the knowledge that Mom G. loved her and from her weekly phone calls. Mom G. had always been there for her.
âOliviaâs very proud of you, Rachel.â
His words brought her pleasure. Mom G. had always encouraged and supported her goals. But the little girl she kept locked inside shook with dread. She was scared to be alone. âWhat am I going to do, Rod?â
He hugged her close again. âWhat are we all going to do? Sheâs been a rock in all of our lives.â
Rachel nodded, remembering how fond Mom G. was of Rod. Rachel had always wondered if their relationship went beyond friendship. Neither would admitâat least not to anyone elseâto anything deeper nor act on it.
Speculatively she glanced at Rod. âYou two are close, arenât you?â
His eyes twinkled despite an obvious sadness. âYes, we are.â
âHow close?â
âClose enough.â He winked.
âYouâ¦â A noise from the bed made her pause. Mom G.âs eyes were open.
âSheâs awake.â Rachel breathed out a sigh of relief, thankful sleep hadnât turned into a coma. Each time Mom G. closed her eyes, the chance she wouldnât reopen them increased.
âShe is indeed.â Rod sat next to the bed and took Mom G.âs hand in his. âOlivia, my dear. Iâm glad to see you. I came by early yesterday but you were sound asleep.â
Mom G. smiled and her eyes glowed with affection. Rachel swallowed back the sadness that threatened to choke her. Mom G. and Rod obviously cared for one another, but now Mom G.âs illness was robbing them of their happiness.
âTimeâsâ¦short,â Mom G. said softly. âThereâs much to do.â
Rod nodded. âYes, Olivia. Itâll all work out, donât you worry.â
Rachel had no idea what they were talking about, and felt like an intruder.
âRachelâsâ¦â
âHere,â Rod interjected.
Mom G. shifted her gaze and Rachel stepped forward. âIâm right here.â
âSheâs all grown up, Rod. All grown up.â
Rachel savored the motherly words, tucking the tender feelings they evoked away in her heart for safekeeping.
Rod grinned. âThat she is, my dear. And a doctor, to boot.â
The praise in Rodâs voice pleased Rachel.
For a brief space of time, Rod and Mom G. silently communicated. Rachel watched, growing decidedly uncomfortable. The look in Rodâs eyes as he gazed at Mom G. was more than