right. And now, what was done was done.
âIâve missed you, Mom. I know I havenât visited as often as Iââ
She dismissed his apology with a wave of her hand. âMy son, the brilliant doctor, is off saving lives. What mother can complain about that?â
Brett ground his teeth. Saving lives, or losing them? Heâd given up so much, and for what?
Sharon looked out the front window and onto the patch of lawn that had once been a thriving vegetable garden but had years ago been reseeded with grass and sighed. âI guess youâre right. You need your own space.â She turned, grinning at him. âMaybe youâll take pity on your old mother once in a while and share a meal with me?â
âI figured youâd be cooking me breakfast every day,â Brett said, deadpan. âI was counting on a hot dinner, too.â
His motherâs mouth fell open. âOh. Oh, I can. I mean, Iâd love to! Iâm usually at the diner before seven butââ
âMom,â Brett said gently. âIâm joking.â He kissed her on the cheek. âAnd this is another reason why Iâm not moving back into the house. I donât want you thinking you have to take care of me.â
It should be the other way around
, he thought.
Brett frowned as emotions brewed to the surface again. He forced them back by ripping the tape on another box and peering inside.
Heâd unpack the essentialsâsummer clothes, bedding, some of his favorite booksâbut the rest heâd keep in the spare closet. No reason to pack up twice when heâd be on his way soon.
âWant me to stick around and help you set things up?â his mother asked. âThe girls at the diner can hold the fort for a while.â
âNah, I donât think Iâll bother with it today,â Brett said. Unpacking, in any sense, still made things feel more permanent and real than he wished them to be. Heâd been tempted to just pack a single suitcase, but that would have raised questions he didnât have the desire to answer. And as much as he hated to believe it, he was now officially employed at Forest Ridge Hospital, and though it was temporary, it wasnât going to change overnight.
He thought of the position in DC heâd seen on the job posting boards that morning and felt his spirits rise. It was the perfect fit for his skills, and he could keep his apartment and what little social life he maintained in Baltimore. He didnât mind the commute. Driving cleared his head. Heâd get back on track, on the path heâd set in motion all those years ago. And all those sacrifices would be justified.
âWhat do you have planned for your first official night back in town?â
His first official night back in town. He hated the sound of it. âMark said something about a cookout tonight at Jane Madisonâs house,â Brett said. His brother had also told him that Jane was now engaged to his old buddy, Henry Birch, and so chances were Ivy would be there, too. He hated the thought of letting her down again, but as heâd learned along the way, it was better to nip these things in the bud than give women a false set of expectations. âBut I donât want to leave you here alone.â
Sheâd been looking a bit pale, run-down. He didnât like it. He should stay home. Cook her dinner. Even if that meant scrambled eggsâhis specialty.
âNonsense! We have all the time in the world to catch up now that youâre home again! You go and have fun. Maybe youâll find a nice girl.â His mother winked. âIt canât be all work, you know.â
Oh, but it could. And it would. Long ago heâd made the decision to put his career above his personal life. He certainly wasnât going to take that all back now.
Anna and Mark were both in the kitchen when Kara pushed through the swinging door ten minutes after her shift had